Lol you're the big man with all the resources, go find her. I didn't say the second paragraph either. You're the one feeling empty, not me. And if you can't keep her, you can join the long line of men that failed with women. Most of them were resourceless so at least they had a good reason for failing.
"Experiences" are just another form of consumerism, this time its just some activity you have to pay for curated and marketed to you. So, if you don't love stuff and "experiences", stop living a life that you measure based on your salary, your house, your car, and your tourist "experiences."
You were me before I had children and a loving wife. I was bored. I had excess money with nothing to spend it on. I traveled and spent my resources on "experiences" and even threw money away gambling. I felt nothing when I lost 10k$ one day.
Now I stay up at night because my son has a stomach ache. I love caring about something more than myself and my family's love for me is more fulfilling than millions of dollars. No lie. The consumer life you are living doesn't seem to be much of a life for you at all based on your post. Good luck!
My great great grandfather was like me. It's written in my genes to be like him. My son has his name. He was an inventor who designed different engines. My father is an engineer. His father as well. His father as well.
You sound like you're bored, which makes sense when you consider you don't take any real risks. You travel and gamble to simulate real risk. Your life is empty and you are trying to fill it with more waste.
You won't truly know yourself until you lose yourself in service to your family. It's scary but you cling to this lame identity of finance wagie with lots of materialism.
And ready to use those arms to die for Israel and to back the blue lol.
Maybe 5% of European Americans have any resistance in them. It's enough but there will never be a popular mass movement for whites. It'll have to be violent.
I used to talk with my neighbor and he was like this. Just pure MSM derangement. He admitted he hadn't known a thing about politics yet once 2016 rolled around (dude was like 40 years old at the time) he started watching CNN like a good goy.
Dumb mofo was so annoying to talk to.
Imp is prob a Jewish subverter. He started going really crazy when people pointed out Jewish issues even relating to feminism and it was like someone kicked him in the nuts. He would kvetch so hard and try to get it back to women
You lost your reproductive capacity?