I've always found antidepressants did jack shit for me. Occasional weed did a better job at balancing me out at my most anxious. All anti-depressants did for me was heighten both sensations...I was either hyper-enthused or manically-down. Depression is something I've wrestled with my whole adult life. Truth is I overthink too much and listen to that voice inside too much. At my worst, I believe that voice is telling me the truth...that I am nothing and I have nothing to offer.
Although lately I've been trying to change my lifestyle. I'm four months free of soft drink and have noticed some improvement both mentally and health-wise. I'm back to writing again. Back to not caring what that voice has to say as much. Cleansing myself of social media has also helped. I still have my FB and Insta but I refuse to look at them as much anymore. Why spend life comparing myself to other assholes showing off how great they have it?
Eye on the TV
'Cause tragedy thrills me
Whatever flavour
It happens to be like;
Killed by the husband
Drowned by the ocean
Shot by his own son
She used the poison in his tea
And kissed him goodbye
That's my kind of story
It's no fun 'til someone dies
Don't look at me like
I am a monster
Frown out your one face
But with the other
Stare like a junkie
Into the TV
Stare like a zombie
While the mother
Holds her child
Watches him die
Hands to the sky crying
Why, oh why?
'Cause I need to watch things die
From a distance
Vicariously I, live while the whole world dies
Pretty much...I liked their music, but I always thought their politics were dogshit. Rich rockstars telling us how great communism is while they make millions off one of the biggest corporate labels known to man (Sony)...oh, but they were tearing down the system from within? So why do they live in lavish mansions brought off the back of Capitalism? Fuck their politics! The only good thing about them is that their music was somewhat catchy.
But yeah, their politics were always dogshit.
And to think? There was a time where I WANTED a new album by Rage Against the Machine...now, I just want them to go away.
Fistful of Pfzier
Burn in hell, Andrews. Burn in hell
Likes: 144
Dislikes: 8.3K
Suck a dick, Seth.
Remember though, this is all for our health. I hate this stinking country so much right now.
Speak for herself because I sure as fuck fear them and I live in this hell hole. I don't trust ANY of these assholes.
Yeah I gather he's hiding something far worse...it's fucking Hollywood, everyone's hiding something in that place. I love when people think the casting couch is some big revelation that came with Weinstein when Hollywood has been flaunting its affairs in public for decades.
The obvious one is its taking heat away from the pedophilia rings that are still hiding in Hollywood among the powerful. But yeah...the Weinstein thing still mystifies me.
There's no way he was just fucking caught on a whim after years of abuse of power. In a town where everyone knew what he was fucking doing and benefiting from it...yeah no way they suddenly had a change of heart over night and became moral citizens. The man was clearly offered up as a sacrifice. I'm honestly surprised he hasn't been Epstein'd yet to be honest. Although I suppose he hasn't threatened to talk yet so...
I swear that Actor is just another word for PROSTITUTE. So please, go whore yourself some more for another paycheck. Meanwhile, NOBODY cares about your shit opinions Ruffalo. You're paid to sell yourself in front of the camera. Meanwhile no one gives a fuck about you or your pedo-sympathetic opinions.
I have often wondered, why was Weinstein the sacrificial lamb? You would think that guy would have dirt on people that he could easily trade so why was he offered as a sacrifice and why hasn't he ever tried to lessen his sentences or what not by using dirt that he knows? The Weinstein thing never added up to me.
I tried watching it...Tried being the keyword. And all I could keep thinking was "why am I not watching the original anime instead?"
In Australia...it's becoming more and more "they fuck you from birth, they fuck you in life and then they fuck you in death."
Social media really was a mistake...it left everyone think they were fucking special. And when they realized they weren't special...they then had to go and look for new ways to make themselves stand out from the pack. It's bred a whole generation of narcissistic fools.
Pay us $49 for shitty emulation that your PC/Raspberry Pi/Phone/Modded Game Console can do better! Sounds about right for Nintendo.
Makes you wonder if it's just Apple though? I wouldn't be surprised if Sony/MS had a mandate too with how cucked they've become.
To crucify this guy now would to be admit they fucked up in trusting the vaccine amongst other things.
Yeah...I see your point. Some women I've known are cool with it though....although I do remember one time with my now Ex Best Friend where she had no problem looking in the safety of their own home with her husband, but the moment it came time to him going to a Strip Club for his Bachelors...she immediately chucked a shit fit about it and literally made the guy sleep on the couch for about three days after. And yet, I know other women who have willingly joined their husbands going to a strip club and enjoyed the hell out of it.
Women be fucking weird!
It's a bold strategy, Cotton...let's see how it pays off for them...
Women like to look at good looking women, just look at soaps or Desperate House Wives.
See, this is why I never understood why these men who claim to get embarrassed when their girlfriends walk in to see something sexy in a piece of media get embarrassed.
EVERY FUCKING WOMAN I'VE EVER KNOWN OPENLY ADMITS TO LOOKING AT OTHER WOMEN! So why should men feel bad about it or embarrassed by it? Chances are their girlfriends would probably just join in looking.
Off topic slightly...but that attitude always got me.
Great, another reason never to play this...I really hated the new God of War. It took everything I loved about God of War and turned it into a boring Last of Us/Naughty Dog wannabe.
Well, Don Mancini is openly gay so I'm not surprised. I don't know if it bothers me. I mean Seed of Chucky was a straight up rip off of Glen or Glenda so yeah, this series has been going this way for a while now. I can't be assed to give two shits about it really. Chucky is one of those franchises where it's more mediocre than quality anyways.
You will eat bugs and you will like it PEASANTS
I knew a person, my former ex-best friend, who had NO interest in kids. Kids repulsed her. When I was courting her, the very thought of having kids was "ewwww" to her.
Then she went and got into a relationship, got married and had 5 kids. When I asked her straight out "what happened to the girl I once knew?" Her answer was simple; she felt a need deep down that she couldn't explain. It's biology folks! Simple fucking biology!
But I wouldn't expect Lana to understand that considering Lana will NEVER be a woman. Just a W.I.N.O (Woman In Name Only)