Depressing in its own right, ain't it? I miss the days of rolling through parent folders behind websites for goodies and making html AOL profiles and finding obscure dark ambient music sites... I can still do some of it, sure, but it doesn't feel the same.
The only "big" (well known) trans person I will ever fully respect is an older person, whose name I sadly can't remember. I just remember them making really good points against anyone transitioning without extensive therapy first, and not allowing puberty blocking medications. It was a male to female transitioner as well. They had a good speech on Youtube, which I (of course, it was probably removed) sadly cannot find.
apkpure probably has it still.