NO.

Enough empty talk.

Your memory's going anyway, right?

Be the change you want to see in the world.

Being smug and self-satisfied thinking you're right accomplishes NOTHING.

"What you do speaks so loudly that I cannot hear what you say."

You keep saying, for years now, that you're going to kill yourself.

But you never do.

Instead, you keep on copy-pasting your pre-prepared rants about despair, despair, despair.

Why?

Because you don't WANT anything to get better.

You don't actually want anyone to take up arms and fight.

You want to sow despair and woe, so as to destroy hope within those that DO fight.

So they'll stop fighting. So that evil can win.

That's what despair does--prevent anyone from fighting.

MMA fighters don't listen to sad music before a match; it saps their will to succeed. Soldiers don't listen to Sinead O'Connor's "Nothing Compares 2 U" before engaging the enemy; It makes them lose focus and drop their arms.

Yet here you are, spouting bullshit that boils down to "It is hopeless. You will never win. Start shooting."

Do you see the disconnect?

That's why I just realized:

You're not on humanity's side.

You're the enemy.

You glow.

You're a FED.

You complain and complain and complain that no one will get their guns and turn this war public and HOT, unaware of how much is really happening.

You double down on your fanatical despair, so as to prevent others from fighting.

Because you'd rather be right...than WIN.

You keep saying you'll kill yourself.

The last two sentences of your book tell a different story. Trying to spur others to action, while here you try to PREVENT action via despair.

Because you're one of the enemy. You don't want us taking you down.

You are a psyop.

Meanwhile, I've found the last two pages of your book. 1,324 pages long, impressive. I wonder where the rest is.

Oh, that's right, on Voat you said you lost it with your computer, and all you've got is a tablet.

Pro wrestlers Matt and Nick Massie wrote their entire book "Killing the Business" in the notes app on their phones. No excuse.

So I'm going to steal the last two sentences of your book, and direct them back towards you.

Since you don't want us to fight, let's see you follow your own advice, in your own words.

Will you stand and fight?

OR WILL YOU LIE DOWN AND DIE LIKE A DOG?