Indeed. I'm as degenerate as they come. The choices I was presented with were degenerate or volcel and I didn't like the volcel angle. I actually did that for 1.5 years before I decided it was stupid and doubled down on the degen. At one point, I was getting paid money helping girls camwhore. I'd bang an escort, she her what I could do for her, get her setup and take a cut. Did that for a few girls but then that kinda dried up. Working with sex workers is a nightmare. Can't show up on time for anything. Coked out half the time. Hate men and wanna be strong independent but can't do anything without a man holding their hand. Brutal.
But like, get better for what reason? That's the problem. Being a bad goy and good goy doesn't matter. You still pay taxes and do nothing to impede international jewry either way. It doesn't matter.
4 Stages of “Ideological Subversion” according to Yuri Bezmenov:
Demoralization is the first stage of ideological subversion, and it involves the systematic undermining of a society’s moral and ethical foundations. Bezmenov explained that this process typically takes 15–20 years, roughly the time needed to educate one generation. During this stage, foreign agents seek to infiltrate educational institutions, media, and cultural platforms to influence the minds of young people. The goal is to instill a sense of disillusionment, moral relativism, and a rejection of traditional values. In the demoralization phase, individuals are conditioned to question their own cultural identity, history, and societal norms. The emphasis is on creating a sense of instability and disorientation within the target population. This sets the stage for the subsequent phases of ideological subversion.
You are here ^.
If you wanna just give up like a cuck, and get fully dominated by some dysgenic jews, thats your choice. But don't act like there aren't any options.
I'm nearly 40 so I've been all over the map in this regard. I was married then divorced. I was attending church weekly and not looking at porn or jerking off then making money off women doing sex work.
There was really no "first" but just different attempts to adapt to my situation.
At the end of the day my nature is that I enjoy having sex with beautiful women more than anything else. It's what gives me purpose. Since, I am not attractive enough to have sex with attractive women I tried all sorts of things. I married a not attractive women to settle, thinking it wouldn't matter but that was a mistake. I tried buying attractive women but that didn't really work either as the cost is too great, even for what I make, and the payoff not as rewarding as it ought to be. It's still a constant struggle. I went the devote myself to Jesus path for awhile (2 years ish) kinda like a Roosh V arc but that was also unrewarding for me.
It appears I am most motivated and happiest in life when I'm having sex with beautiful women so that's what I pursue because it's what I enjoy. Some guys like to build trains or play video games but my pass-time is banging hot women. It's just very unfortunate for me that I'm extremely bad at what I love so I end up doing all sorts of degenerate things in an attempt to accomplish what some men can accomplish without resorting to weird adaptations.
I have a hard time believing this. Your takes on religion peg you as a teenager.
Based on your familiarity with scripture, there's no way you were "devoted to Jesus for two years" unless the extent of your devotion was taking a nap in a pew once a week.
I am most motivated and happiest in life when I'm having sex
Congrats on being a creature on earth. If everything you're saying is true, I hope you didn't leave your ex with children. It'd be miserable being a single mom to retards.
Degenerate lmao
Indeed. I'm as degenerate as they come. The choices I was presented with were degenerate or volcel and I didn't like the volcel angle. I actually did that for 1.5 years before I decided it was stupid and doubled down on the degen. At one point, I was getting paid money helping girls camwhore. I'd bang an escort, she her what I could do for her, get her setup and take a cut. Did that for a few girls but then that kinda dried up. Working with sex workers is a nightmare. Can't show up on time for anything. Coked out half the time. Hate men and wanna be strong independent but can't do anything without a man holding their hand. Brutal.
Thats really sad bro, you're basically the jews favorite little goy right now. I hope you work on that and get better.
But like, get better for what reason? That's the problem. Being a bad goy and good goy doesn't matter. You still pay taxes and do nothing to impede international jewry either way. It doesn't matter.
4 Stages of “Ideological Subversion” according to Yuri Bezmenov:
You are here ^.
If you wanna just give up like a cuck, and get fully dominated by some dysgenic jews, thats your choice. But don't act like there aren't any options.
Become nazi or die.
Buy some farmland in a rural area and be comfy while society collapses.
Why did you take the non-degen angle first?
I'm nearly 40 so I've been all over the map in this regard. I was married then divorced. I was attending church weekly and not looking at porn or jerking off then making money off women doing sex work.
There was really no "first" but just different attempts to adapt to my situation.
At the end of the day my nature is that I enjoy having sex with beautiful women more than anything else. It's what gives me purpose. Since, I am not attractive enough to have sex with attractive women I tried all sorts of things. I married a not attractive women to settle, thinking it wouldn't matter but that was a mistake. I tried buying attractive women but that didn't really work either as the cost is too great, even for what I make, and the payoff not as rewarding as it ought to be. It's still a constant struggle. I went the devote myself to Jesus path for awhile (2 years ish) kinda like a Roosh V arc but that was also unrewarding for me.
It appears I am most motivated and happiest in life when I'm having sex with beautiful women so that's what I pursue because it's what I enjoy. Some guys like to build trains or play video games but my pass-time is banging hot women. It's just very unfortunate for me that I'm extremely bad at what I love so I end up doing all sorts of degenerate things in an attempt to accomplish what some men can accomplish without resorting to weird adaptations.
At least you're self aware. Stay away from tranny and cuckold shit and you'll avoid the worst of it.
I have a hard time believing this. Your takes on religion peg you as a teenager. Based on your familiarity with scripture, there's no way you were "devoted to Jesus for two years" unless the extent of your devotion was taking a nap in a pew once a week.
Congrats on being a creature on earth. If everything you're saying is true, I hope you didn't leave your ex with children. It'd be miserable being a single mom to retards.