Cant say that I blame you. When you deal with proffesional liars for long enough, you naturally develop a kneejerk reaction to just tune out as as soon as you notice something is off. End result is deep apathy where you dont even spend a tiny bit of effort to even remember their lies or its specific details because you're just so tired of it all. All that's left is vague recollections that you have to google just to make sure you're not having a mandella effect. One example was one TV station literally putting an orange filter over Trump's speech just to make him look more orange in order to mock him.