I always try and it doesn't work.

I do and it just doesn't work.

Doing exactly what you’ve been doing isn’t going to work, so you’ve gotta try other stuff if you want your life to change.

I've tried everything I can and I am constantly begging for new options only to be given nothing.

don’t know everything you’ve tried, but from your posts you could definitely, 100% benefit from therapy.

Fuck therapists, they're nothing but overpaid out of touch useless assholes who are unable to solve my issues. nothing they tell me to do works and that's assuming they aren't just pointing me to something I can't even find.

Find a way to make more money and have a life that you can offer a significant other. I understand disability is tricky and very hard to get to get ahead when that’s what you’re living off of — but if you aren’t a stud, then you can’t coast of your looks and you definitely can’t coast off your personality alone, so you need to offer a potential mate a decent life with you.

I have no reason to work to enrich a world that hates me and denies me the chance to reproduce. it's not like I'll ever make enough money for a woman to settle for me when all these sluts are making more than I'll ever be able to and all they have to do is get a job as a waitress or some DEI position while I'm expected to work myself to death for minimum wage.

I’ve seen you refer to women as whores and sluts. Stop that shit. Women won’t want to be with a man who hates women, and you may need to work that out through therapy.

Therapy won't make me hate women any less, they are the cause of my suffering.

Work on your looks, including going to the gym, hygiene, new clothes, maybe even dental work.

All things I've tried.

Have hobbies that YOU enjoy. A lot of women love when guys are passionate about something, even if it’s not something they’re into.

Hard to enjoy anything when life is so empty and lonely. besides that I don't even get the chance to encounter women.

If you’re saying where you are has NO women (sounds like a very small town), work on finding a way out of where you are at least temporarily. Sounds like you have to first make more money, but then move to a city or medium-sized town.

Moving would just leave me cut off from my family and be more likely to lead to me killing myself.

Don’t expect some rando online to give you the advice you’ll need to fix your life (myself included). You’ve gotta figure it out yourself, usually through trial and error. We all either have or are on that journey.

Nothing for me to try and my errors never lead to anything, nothing but constant stagnation.

Remember that the world doesn’t owe you shit. If you want more than what you currently have, it’s on you to make it happen. Yes, some people are luckier (born better looking, richer, etc.), but being bitter at them or your situation will NOT help you find someone.

Working myself to death with a dead end life won't help me either.

Get offline and touch some grass.

There's nothing to do and nowhere to go, everything is just a waste of time and money.