Everywhere you go you'll always hear and see people talking about or engaging in positive and enjoyable social experiences like it's the most normal thing in the world, and they speak about them as though it's a given that everyone is able to experience while being completely ignorant and dismissive of men like me who are unwanted everywhere I go and hated everywhere I stay. It's absolute torture to see everyone enjoying themselves like this in a way I'd kill to experience all while they're right in front of me. It's just like back in school where every day at lunch I'd be stuck being subjected to seeing others having far more enjoyable lives than me while I was stuck either being alone or at best talking to someone who annoys me. Why can't I have what it seems like comes so easily to everybody else?