You mean seething antiwhite hatred. These people deeply despise themselves and by proxy everyone who resembles those that warned them. They also can’t admit they despise themselves or that they made poor choices which is why they make themselves a victim and associate themselves with others they imagine (or are programmed to believe) are also victims. This is the backbone of intersectionality and modern feminism. This is also why they always end up showing it physically, whether it’s years of drug use, tattoos, piercings, etc. leftists don’t actually give a flying fuck about “racism” they care only about “victimhood” because they’re all miserable retards.