Every time I talk to my mom about trying to find something for me to do it's like drawing blood from a stone. I mentioned wanting to try going to a bar having a few drinks and trying to chat up girls there and that turned into me getting signed up for a men's only bible study.
I'd rather be dead than slave away suffering for a life that has no positives to it. at least even with my shitty unfulfilling life I have comfort but if that was taken from me every second of my life would be torment because I have been denied anything that makes life worth living.
Every time I talk to my mom about trying to find something for me to do it's like drawing blood from a stone. I mentioned wanting to try going to a bar having a few drinks and trying to chat up girls there and that turned into me getting signed up for a men's only bible study.
You have every ability to find things on your own. You can go out to a bar on your own. You don't need mommy's permission.
My family are all I have and I depend on them for everything, I absolutely need to stay in good standing with them.
You leech off of them for everything is more like it.
I'd rather be dead than slave away suffering for a life that has no positives to it. at least even with my shitty unfulfilling life I have comfort but if that was taken from me every second of my life would be torment because I have been denied anything that makes life worth living.