I'd rather be dead than slave away suffering for a life that has no positives to it. at least even with my shitty unfulfilling life I have comfort but if that was taken from me every second of my life would be torment because I have been denied anything that makes life worth living.
My family are all I have and I depend on them for everything, I absolutely need to stay in good standing with them.
You leech off of them for everything is more like it.
I'd rather be dead than slave away suffering for a life that has no positives to it. at least even with my shitty unfulfilling life I have comfort but if that was taken from me every second of my life would be torment because I have been denied anything that makes life worth living.
Well then it's a good thing that there are more options than leech or slave. You seem to think those are the only two.
Are you suggesting suicide?