The specific streamer(s) don't really matter for the sake of this post, but I've been cooped up in the house for the past few weeks and wanted to go do something, so when I found out about it, I got the tickets.

I tend to mostly 'window shop' at that sort of parties, since I don't really fit my own standards at the moment, but when the doors opened, someone I ended up hanging out with for most of the party approached the two hosts and bought them drinks, and as the night went on, we ended up talking about how in general, shyness and not wanting to approach people, not just women, as a whole isn't any good, so I 'shot my shot' a few times, failed, but it didn't really matter to me since I wasn't expecting anything.

The actual party was rather, to use a term that I actually saw on here ages ago, 'Bohemian'. I haven't been to a club in years so I was wondering what sort of music they'd play and the majority of it was about sex and various sex acts, of course girls wearing clothes that show a bunch of skin off, etc, but one thing I didn't realize when just looking around is how obvious it actually is when a woman's had 'work' done.

I'm not really paying attention to that stuff on a regular basis, but I genuinely didn't realize how blatantly obvious it is until you actually look at someone who has and damn.

Ended up getting pictures with both hosts, but one thing that I learned today that I had already assumed but had it confirmed from asking a different question entirely is that one of the streamers has a boyfriend, said BF was there, and that actually gave me confidence since that dude is my height, just jacked, and neither of us are anywhere near six feet tall. I overall just had a good time getting out of the house and partying for once, but just hearing and seeing certain things is incredibly eye opening.

Hope everyone here had a great New Years' Eve, and hopefully 2026 is a good year for all. (Midterms and the 250th birthday of the US)