Then you have far more important things to work on than defending the honor of your drug online and arguing with me.
Life isn't ever going to get easier by throwing emotions (other than anger, real fueling anger, not impotent) at it. Nor will those skills simply be given to you. You have to make it so through force of your own will, even if it means pushing through obstacles put in your way and reverting to zero.
I don't envy your position, because its one I remember too well in many ways. But that's the cards that have been dealt to you, and, short of folding, you have to play them. If you are lucid enough to recognize the problem, then they haven't taken your mind from you fully yet.
Then you have far more important things to work on than defending the honor of your drug online and arguing with me.
Not really when I've been trying to find out how to move forward with life for the past decade or so only to constantly be told the same shit that fails to even address my point. I don't see any reason to even bother anymore.
You've been actively hostile to the very notion that the drugs you are on might be negatively effecting you, and then when pushed on these facts you default to "woe is me, I'm a victim, the world hates me" state.
Of course no one wants to offer you anything but derision, you actively resist anything but making yourself more worthless in some vain attempt that if you are pathetic enough people might decide to help you.
Then you have far more important things to work on than defending the honor of your drug online and arguing with me.
Life isn't ever going to get easier by throwing emotions (other than anger, real fueling anger, not impotent) at it. Nor will those skills simply be given to you. You have to make it so through force of your own will, even if it means pushing through obstacles put in your way and reverting to zero.
I don't envy your position, because its one I remember too well in many ways. But that's the cards that have been dealt to you, and, short of folding, you have to play them. If you are lucid enough to recognize the problem, then they haven't taken your mind from you fully yet.
Not really when I've been trying to find out how to move forward with life for the past decade or so only to constantly be told the same shit that fails to even address my point. I don't see any reason to even bother anymore.
You've been actively hostile to the very notion that the drugs you are on might be negatively effecting you, and then when pushed on these facts you default to "woe is me, I'm a victim, the world hates me" state.
Of course no one wants to offer you anything but derision, you actively resist anything but making yourself more worthless in some vain attempt that if you are pathetic enough people might decide to help you.
I never even said that, I just was saying the correlation between SSRIs and violence is massively overblown.