I've been thinking a lot lately about a post on one of the other communities

(I think a variant of this one <Caution disturbing, as the rest of my comment might be>

https://communities.win/c/GreatAwakening/p/1AR0LXMpk3/the-reddit-account-of-the-roomma/c

It is the Kirk shooters roomate's reddit post.

Talking in some subreddit dedicate to bathtub hormone replacement therapy.

Though the one I saw also had a box of bathtub HRT that was for sale with a breastless cartoon trans "woman" with a crotch bulge. I initially made a snide comment about "what is the point of this stuff if it doesn't even grow breasts". Then deleted it after I read the roomate's reddit post, because it more or less answered it if I read between the lines

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These people want to stop facial hair growth, and also stop breast growth.

They don't want to be women( at least not the ones in that subreddit including the shooters boyfriend), they want to stay boys forever as a sexualized object.

I think they were molested and are so screwed up they wanted it to continue and felt abandoned when their molesters moved on to someone younger.

Many of the largest serial killers were child sexual abuse victims, the only thing that has changed is society lionizing their mental health issues.