Aye, I think I have a pretty good idea of where you're coming from. Even though we may not have come to the same overarching belief systems, I can certainly respect and largely agree with the perspective and reasoning you seem to take in your approach.

Some of it's honestly a little familiar from when I was still more agnostic. IE, trying to maintain a balanced thought process involving both secular and non-secular, sort of in unison. Since ideally, the results should line up if both are accurate and true. Or something along those lines.