No I'm not, it's all over the place these days

OK, now can you give me a few examples?

Wrong this is a classic example of double think,

Only on your part. Because they definitely cannot be simultaneously be proud of their bad behavior and get angry at people documenting it because they're really ashamed of it.

They larp like they're proud of themselves but when it starts spreading into their private lives and even their normie family members notice their degenerate behaviour they start screeching about it.

Yeah, so that means that they really are ashamed.