And for anyone else's information that needs it, doing that shit TO them doesn't keep you clean.

I've had degen fantasies for years involving women because my first two gfs were hidden whores and I was young and naive and just went along with the choking, slapping, and damn near beating them senseless because they swore up and down it was fine and normal.

It's not, and it led down more disgusting paths I wish I hadn't gone tbh.

Whores can be fun but they will leave lasting damages on you even if it doesn't feel like damage at the time.