Just imagine. The entire modern economy, pretty much anywhere, but certainly in any “Western” nation, is now based on the idea that everyone male and female, works full time…
Universities have become wholly female-dominated. So have many, many professional fields. Most workplaces cater to the wants of middle-class women. So does most government messaging. So does the entire “field” of HR and recruiting…
At the same time, birth rates are crashing to totally unsustainable levels. Children aren’t raised properly at all, and are shipped off to “childcare” or to older relatives, as early as possible. Parents no longer no, or care, how to raise kids.
Cook for your family? Congrats, you’re an outlier. Most people seem to view cooking as some sort of “luxury”, and instead base most meals on either frozen shit, or takeaway and deliver, depending on their background…
Marriage is broken, and hell, most millennials don’t even bother with it. Divorces are higher than ever, and many couples barely even see, or talk to, each other, let alone their kids, anymore. So many kids are from broken homes, now, whatever their background or race…
Yet jobs are still flying offshore (never mind automation. It’s not there yet), and immigrants are still piling in to every Western country, partly to keep the birth rates up, and partly to keep house prices and rents ever increasing… Oh, and to push wages down, of course.
This, despite more “locals” working than ever before. This, despite women demanding ever more catering to from corporate, and all of the “equity” bullshit…
There’s no way any of this is sustainable, and yet it is everywhere… In every single “developed” country.
Some people here like to talk about Russia, but christ, look at their birth rates. Look at China, too. It’s not just “American allies and adjacents” that this is affecting. It’s almost everywhere, with a few very notable exceptions…
Amazing to think that “women's rights” and runaway corporatism, plus unlimited contraceptives (arguably) may be what dooms us, let alone all the trans kids raised on hormones shit…
I would say that maybe some parts of humanity can still correct this ship, but I’m not so sure anymore…
I doubt even in 1980 people would have thought that fucking Nigeria and India would inherit the Earth, but here we are…
/rant
Having said all that…
Who the fuck cares what I think? I don’t matter. My opinions don’t matter. I’m no one. I honestly don’t believe that I will ever “amount to” anything, now.
I’m literally days away from just… Finally throwing it in. I’ve already “given up”.
So… Fuck it. None of the bullshit I think has any impact on the real world. It’s just random “sperging”.
In the end we’re all pretty powerless, but at least some of you might have some people in your life who you can influence, or positions where you can change something.
I’m just… No one. And I’m done.
Which is fine, by the way. Honestly wish I had already done it.
But oh well. Bitching here does nothing. I freely admit that.
Im just tying up loose ends, and making sure things are in place. Then? Well, hopefully there’s peace somewhere. Or, if not, and Catholicism is right? Well, that’s alright too.
Peace out. ✌🏻
I care what you think. We are not powerless, and you do have an impact on the real world, and you should not be throwing anything in.
In fact, the most important thing that you can do is resist the demoralization by focusing on improving yourself through small, disciplined, effort; saving your money; and embracing emotional fitness. There is, in fact, no greater imperative.
Consider this loose end intentionally untied.
Hope you don't end up going down that road, man
Yes. Giving up on society doesn't mean giving up on yourself.
I'm firmly convinced that society today is measurably worse than society 50 years ago, and it's only going to get worse still in the future. That being said, there's plenty of things that don't suck to keep you occupied for a lifetime. Focus on your fitness, read books about history and philosophy, enjoy the films and art that interests you.
The vast majority of people leave this world only remembered by their friends and immediate family. Within a generation nobody even knows they existed. But does that really matter? If they lived happy and fulfilling lives do they need to leave a lasting mark on the world?
I’ve always struggled with your last question…
I think that comes from having a fucked-up upbringing, unfortunately…
But I couldn’t live with that reality, I don’t think.
Then again, if I had a loving wife and kids, I could be happy. But that’s… That feels impossibly hard, at this point.
It’s really hard to explain, but I just… That really doesn’t feel possible, at the moment. Which is… Well it adds to the pain, let’s say.
And that’s despite me being a fairly charismatic (perhaps Borderline, idk) extrovert…
People pretend to love me, but then when you need them? None of them are ever there…
I don’t know. I just… Don’t know.
I said this in a group the other day: the most important thing is to feel valued; to feel that you matter. Whether that be to one person, or to many.
Without that… I personally cannot see the will to go on.
Which is, of course, entirely a matter of perspective, but… That’s how I see the world.
I used to try and be “valued” by volunteering for all these different organizations. They just chewed me up and spat me out. I don’t think I could ever go back to that. So…
Yeah, maybe I’m just a Borderline. Who fucking knows.
I would just love for something to “go my way” for once, though, you know? Because that just doesn’t seem to happen…
I definitely understand feeling exploited. I've spent an entire career excelling only to see the same people who we're asking me for help with their projects yesterday promoted past me today because they're female, or minority, or the boss hangs out with them on the weekends.
The trick is to only give what you need to. I've heard the phrase "if you're a giver, you have to know your limits, because the takers don't have any" and it's true. I no longer volunteer for projects or try and improve my workplace, because I know I'll get nothing in return. But, as others have said, work is simply a vehicle to obtain money. As long as they pay me what I want, I'll stick around. I just won't hinge my self esteem on what they think of me.
I would caution you against thinking that a family would solve your problems. Once you're comfortable with yourself without external validation, things seem to fall into place- that may include a family, or it may not. Everything the MGTOW group says about women is true; you will likely find new levels of exploitation and mental abuse if you cohabitate with a woman.
The trick is getting beyond trying to find self-actualization from extrinsic sources like other's opinions of you. You have to learn to be comfortable with yourself in your own right.
So, I've got this elderly neighbor who's in pretty bad shape and needs a lot of help. I started doing little things for him like changing lightbulbs and giving him rides.
At first I "volunteered" my help but what happened is, he just kept taking. He would call constantly and, if I didn't answer, he'd knock on my door. At this point I was a single working Dad with two young kids and I didn't have time to jump when he called.
Eventually I had to set him straight and, after that, I started charging him. Not a lot (he's living off government support) but enough to drive home the message that my time is valuable. After that, he became much more judicious about asking for help.
The point is, you need to value yourself, or no one else will. You can "volunteer" at every place in town but all it will do is show people you can be taken advantage of (imo, volunteering os for businesses and politicians trying to convince people they "care"). You need to expect at least a token compensation.
For what it's worth, I appreciate you posting stuff. But I don't "value" it in terms of financial compensation. It's too bad if you can't post anymore, but I hope it would be because you were putting more time into yourself, rather than giving up on life.
Man's value is innate. Having gone through (or going through) most of the same things, two things keep me going.
One, I have picked a thing that I have wanted to make happen for years (restarting the family farm), and I am making that happen, and fuck the doubters and the critics with clean hands.
Two, I have embraced my faith. Everything that is happening has been foreseen. Too much worry is evil. "Which of you by taking thought can add one cubit to his stature?"
Get a dog. Not kidding, they're great companions.
Stop living life for work.
Go join a CrossFit gym and start focusing on improving your body and mind. Work only exists for dollars, so minimize your time at work and maximize your time doing things that matter.
Unfortunately I do the work I do, not for some unrealistic dream like buying a house, or to go on holiday, or to pay for luxuries, but to pay for medical bills for various ongoing things (not mental)…
I know, right? That’s not a great way to live, but… When your body decides “Fuck you, you’re gonna have to deal with this now”, you don’t really have much of a choice…
It’s been like this for a couple of years.
Hard to explain, but it’s just reality.
I’ll try and find motivation to start running and cycling again soon. Can’t really afford the gym right now though.
Yeah, it’s that bad.
Get a job with better insurance. Where I work, premiums for a family of 4 are like $2000/year, and annual cap is $4000. That means for $6000, I get unlimited health events covered, and $4000 of that is pre-tax payments through an HSA.
The individual plans are even less money. I’ve racked up a quarter mil in some years, and all I paid was $6k total, mostly pretax.
I don’t live in the US, so it’s different here…
I pay, like… $700AUD a year, which is what, $500US or so..?
But it’s surprising what it doesn’t cover, actually. Like, this is Australia, so public health covers a lot, and then private on top of that, but I still probably pay… Around $10K (gap) per year, purely on medical stuff..?
Which is a lot, when you have very little…
I like your posts. Hope to see more in the future.