It's not obsession, it's coming to terms with its inevitable necessity. Like gun ownership- scares the fuck out of me because I know if I screw up with it, myself or an innocent could get seriously hurt or worse. But seeing the way the world is going, it's goddamn necessary.
This is something we all got drilled into us from day one in martial arts, if you defend yourself, you have to be prepared for the consequences afterwards.
It's not obsession, it's coming to terms with its inevitable necessity. Like gun ownership- scares the fuck out of me because I know if I screw up with it, myself or an innocent could get seriously hurt or worse. But seeing the way the world is going, it's goddamn necessary.
This is something we all got drilled into us from day one in martial arts, if you defend yourself, you have to be prepared for the consequences afterwards.