You know, I’m going through some really tough shit, at the moment. So much so that I actually don’t know if I’ll ever make it out of this hole in hat I have dug myself. Shit’s dark.

So in a sense it makes me… Glibly “happy” to know that at least I have more self-awareness than this grandiose narcissistic turd. At least I know better than to pay out on the memory of a dead ex (Caroline Flack, who Harry dated in 2009, killed herself two years ago), or the woman who I lost my virginity to…

At least I know better than to sell out my own family for money, or for an utter bitch of a wife (I’ve dated some pretty… Controlling women. Nonetheless I don’t think I ever put them ahead of family in quite that way)…

I’d like to think I’m not so stupid as to admit to something that would likely get me on a “kill list” (though obviously his “celebrity status” is both a blessing and a curse, here)…

And fuck, at least I know now better than to blame the world for my problems. I’ve seen some really dark shit. People have done pretty bad things to me (without going into detail, I’ve… Well, I know how bad the “state” can be when it wants to be, let’s say that), and I’ve seen the very darkest of humanity, a few times, but…

I don’t blame the world for that. I no longer hold a grudge. I eventually came to realize that holding onto that, that anger and pain, wasn’t really helpful…

I heard Harry speak at the Invictus Games (no, I’m not a veteran). I saw the vets look up to him and genuinely believe what he was saying, and his efforts to that cause.

It pains me that this is how he has chosen to use his position, and his “bully pulpit”… It pains me for what that might do, in regards to the Invictus movement, too (particularly after the shit he wrote in the book). If I was a vet I would be deeply, deeply disappointed.

Frankly, I hope that one day this 38-year-old man child gets his shit together and spends some serious time looking deep into a mirror…

Because frankly his two children deserve better than this…

Fuck both him and his cow of a wife and their entire 16 bathroom household, beyond that, though…

Eugh.