EDIT: maybe I should look at the Twitter link before rambling on next time :D That's cool! Quick! Better label her as part of the Alt-Right, Media! :D Nah, seriously, that's cool! Nice to see some Patriotism for a change! Especially in the Wokelympics.

....I will keep my O/T ramble up though...in case anyone wants to respond.

I don't know if normality allows for joy. I've been striving for normality for years and it's brought me no joy. What is normal? For some people, it's getting married, having kids and so on...for others? They'll spend a lifetime trying to find something. I'm in that position...I don't know what is normal. But all my years trying to strive for something normal hasn't left me happy. It's left me somewhat insecure to watch everyone else be "normal" while my life is far from it.

I don't have a wife, I don't have kids. I had ambitions to do other things. Some of which I don't know if I'm ever gonna be able to do.

But then, I look at my now (Ex) Friends and think "are they really happy? They had 5 kids on a single bare basic income. How responsible was that?" They're barely keeping the roof over their head but with the way this world is going, how long is that gonna last?

I don't know...like what is normal? Everyone has a different distinction on what their normal is.

I will agree that Wokeness is generally misery. Every woke person I've ever met usually strikes me as being FULL of self loathing and I think they project that self loathing as Wokeness. Trust me, self loathers can see self loathing and I can see it in them. They hate themselves and project it through their causes. It's the extremity of self hatred.

I pity them...because a lot of them are kids and they're gonna grow up to be miserable and speaking as someone who has dealt with self hatred issues (I was never woke but I have a lot of insecurity issues I'm dealing with), then I just pity them. They're gonna grow up and realize the sad truth at some point that their hatred is within.

But as far as normal...what is normal? I feel like that's the question every person is looking to answer. I've seen married couples who are miserable. "Normality" didn't work for them. I've seen other married couples who are perfectly okay. I don't know...I really don't know what normal is, it just seems normal is different for everyone.

I have nothing against traditional marriage...I have nothing against the family unit...if that's what makes someone happy then fine, so be it. Live life the way you see it...but does it make everyone happy? Striving for a life of supposed normality didn't make me happy. It just left me miserable. I feel like its only now I'm starting to accept that normality is different for everyone and one persons normal is anthers abnormal.