I tried the numbers thing earlier in life. At one point I probably went on dates with 50 different women in a year. There were times I had 3 different dates on the same day. I never liked any of the women. The women were "okay" but their pros never outweighed their cons. I started learning how to filter girls out as I needed adaptation. I was spending way too much money/time trying to find a woman playing the numbers game. By the time I finally figured out how to properly prejudge women on dating apps so I didn't have to go on as many worthless dates, I started getting 0 matches. It turns out, once I knew how to find the women I actually was interested, I learned these women weren't interested in me.

Playing the numbers game is what led me to whores in the first place. I started doing the math and I realized whores were actually cheaper than trying to date free girls in large numbers (playing the numbers game) so I stopped trying to date large quantities of women and just started buying whores. That worked for years but now it's not enough because I don't really want whores but what I want wasn't something I was ever able to get playing the numbers game either.

The reality is I just don't have the genetics for the ability to get what I want from women so at best I can throw some money down to buy a temporary simulation that immitates me getting what I want. I went monk mode for like 2 years where I didn't even look at porn or masturbate the whole time and completely ignored women. I wasn't happy doing that either. Sadly, what would make me happy is getting what I want from women. When I buy whores, I feel great while they're there.

As for the psychologist thing, I can't handle being a woman's emotional outlet for long unless she's sucking my dick. If a girl is giving me what I want sexually, then I can literally put up with anything from her. I have patience for women like no other. But, I've never been able to get over the initial wall women out up and convert it into sex. I always thought having unlimited patience for women would help me get women but I've learned women actually like it when men lose patience with them because that's how they know the man "cares". When see my endless patience as either not caring or as me being stupid or a pussy. I just know wasting time with women's created drama is pointless and women pickup on this and see it almost as misogynistic, which they aren't really wrong. I see dealing with women similar to dealing with a toddler or a dog. They're going to do stupid shit because they don't know any better and it's just how they are. Getting upset over it is thus stupid. But ofc women can perceive I see them as childish/stupid/pointless and hate that about me even though it means I don't get upset at anything they do.