Okay, you can say "I lost" all you want but it doesn't change any of the previous facts regarding anti-White sentiment I've stated. You realize that, right? I can lose in an anti-White society (as expected) and I can lose in a pro-White society but at least if it was pro-White we can attribute the loss to me and not to the anti-White system.
I do consider myself a loser in terms of life and I won't deny that. For me to adequately live according to how I'd want to live, I'd need to earn about $300k/yr which I would have been on-track for if I got that one job I didn't get. Now, I make $150k/yr (not in Investment Banking). It's okay and by a lot of people's standards my education, career and lifestyle are things of envy by many others but not for me. This is what true equity is all about. To maximize happiness, one has to maximize equity (not leftist equity) but essentially getting what one deserves. Do I deserve what I currently have? I don't believe so and believe I deserve more because were it not for DEI, I would have more and that IMO is what I deserve not what I was given under a DEI structure. This inequity that is mostly applicable to White men leads to unhappiness in society and ironically the people who are unjustly elevated in place of the White men do not gain happiness enough to equal the loss of happiness from the White men's inequity. Instead, most people unjustly elevated gain a sense of entitlement and society as a whole (so the individuals, indirectly) actually end up worse-off for our society not properly allocating the most competent to the correct position.
I played my best hand because I knew given the kind of person I am, I could only be happy at about $300k/yr so I think I went into the best thing for that given my strengths/weaknesses. I would have went into engineering if I could have done it all over again though, oh well.
Still, just because I haven't met my own standards doesn't mean anything I say regarding race or the structure of society is false, keep that in mind.
So you think that at 300 you'd win and at 150 you lose? What a fucking stupid way to look at the world. What was your plan here - to build a giant Scrooge McDuck money bin and get buried in it?
You entered a field where people making a living playing shell games. Your only goal was to try to win at the shell game. You didn't. Apparently you had no backup plan at all. No relationship, no kids, nothing but institutionalized gambling.
You're going to blame the fucking niggers for that? You're going to blame the kikes? You're going to blame the fucking jeets for your shitty life plan? Your whole life plan was "put everything on red" and it came up green. And even if it had come up red, you wouldn't have had the faintest fucking clue what to do next.
Nobody did this to you but you. You consider yourself a loser? I'm glad you have some self-awareness. But Captain, you weren't the victim of a conspiracy by brown people and their hooked-nose overlords; you just fucked it up all by yourself.
No, the plan was to buy a woman then start a family. I'd want my kids home-schooled and my wife a stay-at-home mother of course. I literally had one woman I've known for 3 years who I would marry and start a family with tell me if I could give her $120k/yr then she would have kids and start a family with me. At $150k/yr, I cannot afford this. The women I like are too expensive. I've always known this. I don't have a big dick or an ideal personality for a marriage from a woman's perspective for the kinds of women I like (I've had more than enough women I'm not interested in express their undying love for me).
At $300k/yr, I know for a fact I'd have a wife + kids. Back when I was in IB, there used to be IB Bunnies like Puck Bunnies (girls who specifically seek out men in IB because they're seeking out money but like all girls, they only want to pick men who've passed the finish line rather than invest in the men in hopes they do). Nearly everyone of my peers who progressed to the $300k/yr+ income has wife+kids or super serious GF because at this income it's crazy how many women just pop out of no where and fall in love with you or you get introduced to family friends rather quickly. And it's not because of the men's amazing personalities. Just trust me on this one... I know myself and I know women well enough to know at $300k/yr, I'd have what I want.
You could be right about the "faintest clue what to do next" part though which is why I don't necessarily regret anything. A lot of the guys who faced 0 adversity were/are taken advantage of and don't necessarily understand/see it. I probably would have ended up like them and sort of did in my first marriage that I ended once I understood that.
To say it was 100% on me is false but to say it wasn't on me at all is also false. I had 0 direction from my parents growing up. They wanted me to be a lawyer, I don't really think that's any better but at least I could have started my own practice. I realized at a young age that it seemed like bankers made a bunch of money and bankers controlled the world so why wouldn't I want to go into this? At the time, I actually thought banking was a good institution and the people in it were good and I wanted to do good for the world. I really drank the koolaid growing up.
At $150K/yr, you make more money than 99.3% of the world's population. At $300/K/yr, you'd make more money than 99.8% of the world's population. It's barely even fucking different.
You're gonna whine that you've been the victim of a conspiracy? Bitch, you make more money than 99.3% of the world's population.
Meanwhile I know unemployed drunks with a wife and kids.
Yes, it's 100% on you. You're so fucking fantastically privileged that you make more money than all but 0.7% of the entire world and you're saying "I'm a victim of a conspiracy against white men." That's fucking pathetic, Trouble.
Do you seriously need someone to bottom-line it? You didn't get married because you fucking suck. You're a greedy, covetous shitstain who thinks the only path to loving someone, and being loved, is to have the most money of anyone in the world; and when you fail to become the richest man on Earth, you take it out on minorities.
At $150K/yr, you make more money than 99.3% of the world's population. At $300/K/yr, you'd make more money than 99.8% of the world's population. It's barely even fucking different.
What matters is what you make relative to everyone else in your society and immediately location, specifically.
If I had $150k/yr on a fully mobile job (any country I wanted to work in), then I'd be doing great and you'd get 0 complaints from me.
You're gonna whine that you've been the victim of a conspiracy? Bitch, you make more money than 99.3% of the world's population.
Imagine what I'd be capable of if there wasn't factual evidence of a conspiracy against White people in Western countries?
Meanwhile I know unemployed drunks with a wife and kids.
You think wife + kids is the objective but it's not. I could have a wife + kids tomorrow if that were the objective. The objective is having a wife + kids I want.
I also know unemployed druken coke-heads that have an ex-wives + kids and a hot GF. I even know one guy with a murder charge who has like 3 10/10 girlfriends (for looks). Rumor has it that he's getting pinned with a murder his GF committed but he won't rat her out (cause she likely promised him money that she gained in the murder). What a guy. They aren't me though and I wouldn't want to be them.
Do you seriously need someone to bottom-line it? You didn't get married because you fucking suck. You're a greedy, covetous shitstain who thinks the only path to loving someone, and being loved, is to have the most money of anyone in the world; and when you fail to become the richest man on Earth, you take it out on minorities.
No, I think there's tons of paths to all those things but I simply know for me which path it has to be. Not everyone was born being good looking. That murderer with 3x 10/10 girlfriends? He's good looking. First thing nearly ever woman who sees the photos comments on. I don't even think he has a job so he could be unemployed too. I think he gets his girlfriends to pay for him from their Onlyfans or something.
I'm well aware of all the different avenues for people. Many people with a wife + kids are in a lifestyle I could never be happy in. Their wife wears the pants, the men are busy chasing after the kids every day and they look beaten down despite chanting how happy they are at ever turn. The worst jobs I ever worked had the most people try to tell themselves how happy they were at the job as a coping mechanism, I believe. I wonder if that works for families too.
For me to be happier with a family + kids, the woman has to be a certain caliber and the relationship dynamics have to be a certain style. Given how I look (which isn't bad. Just an average White guy, not overweight and no serious defects but just average), the only way I can bridge the gap is money. I just happen to like very good looking women that exude sexuality. Unfortunately, these women tend to chase the hottest men with the nicest cocks because that's what these women are into but they'll settle for the right lifestyle. That's just the way things go. Unfortunately, my "vanity" when it comes to looks is highly genetic (like how gays insist they can't just become straight cause they were born that way) well, I've always found the same kinds of women attractive the day I started finding women attractive. Sure, the women I find attractive are older now but the 30yo women I find attractive would have been the same kind of 15yo girl I found attractive in high school, just 15 years older. And nowadays, as I approach 40yo, if I want to snag a 20-29yo woman for marriage+kids, I definitely better be bringing some money to the table. That girl who said she'd marry me and give me kids + homeschool is 24yo, so I understand why she'd want a high income from me. Where I live a single detached home costs nearly a million dollars. No one is buying that on $150k/yr unless their parents give them a massive down-payment (not an option for me).
Oh, and I have tried settling for uglier women but it doesn't work for me. And I tried hard but in the end, I might as well have been dating a man because that's how romantically interested I was in them (I wasn't). I also don't think it's fair to the women if I can't love them 100%. I am friends with a woman whose BF basically used her for kids + family. He doesn't have sex with her and doesn't love her but she was a useful tool for him to pop out kids and start a family. She's the one who got baby trapped basically and she's not happy but she's also not unhappy enough to leave given the situation. I don't ever want to do this to a woman. Call me selfish all you want but it's actually an act of selfishness not to use a woman I don't care about just for kids + family. I want the woman to be a woman I could fall in love with because IMO, it's only fair to the woman if I love her. Could be coincidence but all the women I've ever fallen in love with are in families where the man is earning more than $150k/yr. My second last ex's family income is like $600k/yr. The only single girl my age I like in the whole city I live in is beta-broken... her ex-fiance made $300k/yr and they'd travel all the time together all year round. She's depressed and a complete disaster because she wants that lifestyle again but hasn't found it for years. Of course, I decided I liked her before I knew anything about her past fiance's history. Like I said, I have a type.
Okay, you can say "I lost" all you want but it doesn't change any of the previous facts regarding anti-White sentiment I've stated. You realize that, right? I can lose in an anti-White society (as expected) and I can lose in a pro-White society but at least if it was pro-White we can attribute the loss to me and not to the anti-White system.
I do consider myself a loser in terms of life and I won't deny that. For me to adequately live according to how I'd want to live, I'd need to earn about $300k/yr which I would have been on-track for if I got that one job I didn't get. Now, I make $150k/yr (not in Investment Banking). It's okay and by a lot of people's standards my education, career and lifestyle are things of envy by many others but not for me. This is what true equity is all about. To maximize happiness, one has to maximize equity (not leftist equity) but essentially getting what one deserves. Do I deserve what I currently have? I don't believe so and believe I deserve more because were it not for DEI, I would have more and that IMO is what I deserve not what I was given under a DEI structure. This inequity that is mostly applicable to White men leads to unhappiness in society and ironically the people who are unjustly elevated in place of the White men do not gain happiness enough to equal the loss of happiness from the White men's inequity. Instead, most people unjustly elevated gain a sense of entitlement and society as a whole (so the individuals, indirectly) actually end up worse-off for our society not properly allocating the most competent to the correct position.
I played my best hand because I knew given the kind of person I am, I could only be happy at about $300k/yr so I think I went into the best thing for that given my strengths/weaknesses. I would have went into engineering if I could have done it all over again though, oh well.
Still, just because I haven't met my own standards doesn't mean anything I say regarding race or the structure of society is false, keep that in mind.
So you think that at 300 you'd win and at 150 you lose? What a fucking stupid way to look at the world. What was your plan here - to build a giant Scrooge McDuck money bin and get buried in it?
You entered a field where people making a living playing shell games. Your only goal was to try to win at the shell game. You didn't. Apparently you had no backup plan at all. No relationship, no kids, nothing but institutionalized gambling.
You're going to blame the fucking niggers for that? You're going to blame the kikes? You're going to blame the fucking jeets for your shitty life plan? Your whole life plan was "put everything on red" and it came up green. And even if it had come up red, you wouldn't have had the faintest fucking clue what to do next.
Nobody did this to you but you. You consider yourself a loser? I'm glad you have some self-awareness. But Captain, you weren't the victim of a conspiracy by brown people and their hooked-nose overlords; you just fucked it up all by yourself.
No, the plan was to buy a woman then start a family. I'd want my kids home-schooled and my wife a stay-at-home mother of course. I literally had one woman I've known for 3 years who I would marry and start a family with tell me if I could give her $120k/yr then she would have kids and start a family with me. At $150k/yr, I cannot afford this. The women I like are too expensive. I've always known this. I don't have a big dick or an ideal personality for a marriage from a woman's perspective for the kinds of women I like (I've had more than enough women I'm not interested in express their undying love for me).
At $300k/yr, I know for a fact I'd have a wife + kids. Back when I was in IB, there used to be IB Bunnies like Puck Bunnies (girls who specifically seek out men in IB because they're seeking out money but like all girls, they only want to pick men who've passed the finish line rather than invest in the men in hopes they do). Nearly everyone of my peers who progressed to the $300k/yr+ income has wife+kids or super serious GF because at this income it's crazy how many women just pop out of no where and fall in love with you or you get introduced to family friends rather quickly. And it's not because of the men's amazing personalities. Just trust me on this one... I know myself and I know women well enough to know at $300k/yr, I'd have what I want.
You could be right about the "faintest clue what to do next" part though which is why I don't necessarily regret anything. A lot of the guys who faced 0 adversity were/are taken advantage of and don't necessarily understand/see it. I probably would have ended up like them and sort of did in my first marriage that I ended once I understood that.
To say it was 100% on me is false but to say it wasn't on me at all is also false. I had 0 direction from my parents growing up. They wanted me to be a lawyer, I don't really think that's any better but at least I could have started my own practice. I realized at a young age that it seemed like bankers made a bunch of money and bankers controlled the world so why wouldn't I want to go into this? At the time, I actually thought banking was a good institution and the people in it were good and I wanted to do good for the world. I really drank the koolaid growing up.
At $150K/yr, you make more money than 99.3% of the world's population. At $300/K/yr, you'd make more money than 99.8% of the world's population. It's barely even fucking different.
You're gonna whine that you've been the victim of a conspiracy? Bitch, you make more money than 99.3% of the world's population.
Meanwhile I know unemployed drunks with a wife and kids.
Yes, it's 100% on you. You're so fucking fantastically privileged that you make more money than all but 0.7% of the entire world and you're saying "I'm a victim of a conspiracy against white men." That's fucking pathetic, Trouble.
Do you seriously need someone to bottom-line it? You didn't get married because you fucking suck. You're a greedy, covetous shitstain who thinks the only path to loving someone, and being loved, is to have the most money of anyone in the world; and when you fail to become the richest man on Earth, you take it out on minorities.
What matters is what you make relative to everyone else in your society and immediately location, specifically.
If I had $150k/yr on a fully mobile job (any country I wanted to work in), then I'd be doing great and you'd get 0 complaints from me.
Imagine what I'd be capable of if there wasn't factual evidence of a conspiracy against White people in Western countries?
You think wife + kids is the objective but it's not. I could have a wife + kids tomorrow if that were the objective. The objective is having a wife + kids I want.
I also know unemployed druken coke-heads that have an ex-wives + kids and a hot GF. I even know one guy with a murder charge who has like 3 10/10 girlfriends (for looks). Rumor has it that he's getting pinned with a murder his GF committed but he won't rat her out (cause she likely promised him money that she gained in the murder). What a guy. They aren't me though and I wouldn't want to be them.
No, I think there's tons of paths to all those things but I simply know for me which path it has to be. Not everyone was born being good looking. That murderer with 3x 10/10 girlfriends? He's good looking. First thing nearly ever woman who sees the photos comments on. I don't even think he has a job so he could be unemployed too. I think he gets his girlfriends to pay for him from their Onlyfans or something.
I'm well aware of all the different avenues for people. Many people with a wife + kids are in a lifestyle I could never be happy in. Their wife wears the pants, the men are busy chasing after the kids every day and they look beaten down despite chanting how happy they are at ever turn. The worst jobs I ever worked had the most people try to tell themselves how happy they were at the job as a coping mechanism, I believe. I wonder if that works for families too.
For me to be happier with a family + kids, the woman has to be a certain caliber and the relationship dynamics have to be a certain style. Given how I look (which isn't bad. Just an average White guy, not overweight and no serious defects but just average), the only way I can bridge the gap is money. I just happen to like very good looking women that exude sexuality. Unfortunately, these women tend to chase the hottest men with the nicest cocks because that's what these women are into but they'll settle for the right lifestyle. That's just the way things go. Unfortunately, my "vanity" when it comes to looks is highly genetic (like how gays insist they can't just become straight cause they were born that way) well, I've always found the same kinds of women attractive the day I started finding women attractive. Sure, the women I find attractive are older now but the 30yo women I find attractive would have been the same kind of 15yo girl I found attractive in high school, just 15 years older. And nowadays, as I approach 40yo, if I want to snag a 20-29yo woman for marriage+kids, I definitely better be bringing some money to the table. That girl who said she'd marry me and give me kids + homeschool is 24yo, so I understand why she'd want a high income from me. Where I live a single detached home costs nearly a million dollars. No one is buying that on $150k/yr unless their parents give them a massive down-payment (not an option for me).
Oh, and I have tried settling for uglier women but it doesn't work for me. And I tried hard but in the end, I might as well have been dating a man because that's how romantically interested I was in them (I wasn't). I also don't think it's fair to the women if I can't love them 100%. I am friends with a woman whose BF basically used her for kids + family. He doesn't have sex with her and doesn't love her but she was a useful tool for him to pop out kids and start a family. She's the one who got baby trapped basically and she's not happy but she's also not unhappy enough to leave given the situation. I don't ever want to do this to a woman. Call me selfish all you want but it's actually an act of selfishness not to use a woman I don't care about just for kids + family. I want the woman to be a woman I could fall in love with because IMO, it's only fair to the woman if I love her. Could be coincidence but all the women I've ever fallen in love with are in families where the man is earning more than $150k/yr. My second last ex's family income is like $600k/yr. The only single girl my age I like in the whole city I live in is beta-broken... her ex-fiance made $300k/yr and they'd travel all the time together all year round. She's depressed and a complete disaster because she wants that lifestyle again but hasn't found it for years. Of course, I decided I liked her before I knew anything about her past fiance's history. Like I said, I have a type.