As an avid porn user whose favorite genres of porn has shifted dramatically over the years. Porn doesn't create the gay. The gay creates the porn. What porn you want to consume is a reflection of you not the other way around.
Indeed. I'm as degenerate as they come. The choices I was presented with were degenerate or volcel and I didn't like the volcel angle. I actually did that for 1.5 years before I decided it was stupid and doubled down on the degen. At one point, I was getting paid money helping girls camwhore. I'd bang an escort, she her what I could do for her, get her setup and take a cut. Did that for a few girls but then that kinda dried up. Working with sex workers is a nightmare. Can't show up on time for anything. Coked out half the time. Hate men and wanna be strong independent but can't do anything without a man holding their hand. Brutal.
But like, get better for what reason? That's the problem. Being a bad goy and good goy doesn't matter. You still pay taxes and do nothing to impede international jewry either way. It doesn't matter.
I'm nearly 40 so I've been all over the map in this regard. I was married then divorced. I was attending church weekly and not looking at porn or jerking off then making money off women doing sex work.
There was really no "first" but just different attempts to adapt to my situation.
At the end of the day my nature is that I enjoy having sex with beautiful women more than anything else. It's what gives me purpose. Since, I am not attractive enough to have sex with attractive women I tried all sorts of things. I married a not attractive women to settle, thinking it wouldn't matter but that was a mistake. I tried buying attractive women but that didn't really work either as the cost is too great, even for what I make, and the payoff not as rewarding as it ought to be. It's still a constant struggle. I went the devote myself to Jesus path for awhile (2 years ish) kinda like a Roosh V arc but that was also unrewarding for me.
It appears I am most motivated and happiest in life when I'm having sex with beautiful women so that's what I pursue because it's what I enjoy. Some guys like to build trains or play video games but my pass-time is banging hot women. It's just very unfortunate for me that I'm extremely bad at what I love so I end up doing all sorts of degenerate things in an attempt to accomplish what some men can accomplish without resorting to weird adaptations.
As an avid porn user whose favorite genres of porn has shifted dramatically over the years. Porn doesn't create the gay. The gay creates the porn. What porn you want to consume is a reflection of you not the other way around.
Degenerate lmao
Indeed. I'm as degenerate as they come. The choices I was presented with were degenerate or volcel and I didn't like the volcel angle. I actually did that for 1.5 years before I decided it was stupid and doubled down on the degen. At one point, I was getting paid money helping girls camwhore. I'd bang an escort, she her what I could do for her, get her setup and take a cut. Did that for a few girls but then that kinda dried up. Working with sex workers is a nightmare. Can't show up on time for anything. Coked out half the time. Hate men and wanna be strong independent but can't do anything without a man holding their hand. Brutal.
Thats really sad bro, you're basically the jews favorite little goy right now. I hope you work on that and get better.
But like, get better for what reason? That's the problem. Being a bad goy and good goy doesn't matter. You still pay taxes and do nothing to impede international jewry either way. It doesn't matter.
Why did you take the non-degen angle first?
I'm nearly 40 so I've been all over the map in this regard. I was married then divorced. I was attending church weekly and not looking at porn or jerking off then making money off women doing sex work.
There was really no "first" but just different attempts to adapt to my situation.
At the end of the day my nature is that I enjoy having sex with beautiful women more than anything else. It's what gives me purpose. Since, I am not attractive enough to have sex with attractive women I tried all sorts of things. I married a not attractive women to settle, thinking it wouldn't matter but that was a mistake. I tried buying attractive women but that didn't really work either as the cost is too great, even for what I make, and the payoff not as rewarding as it ought to be. It's still a constant struggle. I went the devote myself to Jesus path for awhile (2 years ish) kinda like a Roosh V arc but that was also unrewarding for me.
It appears I am most motivated and happiest in life when I'm having sex with beautiful women so that's what I pursue because it's what I enjoy. Some guys like to build trains or play video games but my pass-time is banging hot women. It's just very unfortunate for me that I'm extremely bad at what I love so I end up doing all sorts of degenerate things in an attempt to accomplish what some men can accomplish without resorting to weird adaptations.