I don't really see anything I can do. I don't even know what exists or what my options are because my only exposure to the world is what they have me do.
K. It's not impossible. You have the internet which can be used for more than just shitposting. Figure it out or don't, nobody's going to force you to improve yourself.
I don't even know where to start and don't know how to try. I've never had any of the experiences someone my age is meant to have had and I've never had any help in achieving independence beyond just working a dangerous job in shitty conditions for minimum wage.
Sounds like step 1 is growing enough of a pair to talk to your doctor by yourself and take charge of your own meds. Or if your anxiety is really that bad get medication for that too I guess.
I have anxiety medication but that doesn't change that I'm incredibly passive and submissive so it's hard for me to go against whatever is suggested for me.
I don't really see anything I can do. I don't even know what exists or what my options are because my only exposure to the world is what they have me do.
K. It's not impossible. You have the internet which can be used for more than just shitposting. Figure it out or don't, nobody's going to force you to improve yourself.
I don't even know where to start and don't know how to try. I've never had any of the experiences someone my age is meant to have had and I've never had any help in achieving independence beyond just working a dangerous job in shitty conditions for minimum wage.
Sounds like step 1 is growing enough of a pair to talk to your doctor by yourself and take charge of your own meds. Or if your anxiety is really that bad get medication for that too I guess.
I have anxiety medication but that doesn't change that I'm incredibly passive and submissive so it's hard for me to go against whatever is suggested for me.