I don't even know where to start and don't know how to try. I've never had any of the experiences someone my age is meant to have had and I've never had any help in achieving independence beyond just working a dangerous job in shitty conditions for minimum wage.
Sounds like step 1 is growing enough of a pair to talk to your doctor by yourself and take charge of your own meds. Or if your anxiety is really that bad get medication for that too I guess.
I have anxiety medication but that doesn't change that I'm incredibly passive and submissive so it's hard for me to go against whatever is suggested for me.
I don't even know where to start and don't know how to try. I've never had any of the experiences someone my age is meant to have had and I've never had any help in achieving independence beyond just working a dangerous job in shitty conditions for minimum wage.
Sounds like step 1 is growing enough of a pair to talk to your doctor by yourself and take charge of your own meds. Or if your anxiety is really that bad get medication for that too I guess.
I have anxiety medication but that doesn't change that I'm incredibly passive and submissive so it's hard for me to go against whatever is suggested for me.
Ok, so decide to do hard things by not being submissive and passive all the time. Or don't, your choice.