If I wanted to to just follow orders and do what people who quietly hate me tell me to do, I'd have joined the Dem run military.

OP has already dropped the mask, he doesn't respect us, maybe even hates us. He's out there in other threads lying to long time users faces and trolling them calling them fake Christians for complaining about Israel. I think it was always his intent to plant insidious ideas about how suicide is good and noble and to stifle effective realism.