Suicide for shit like this is a coward's way out. Men kill themselves because of way more fucked up shit they've seen in war man. This may be black pilling but it's not suicide material.

If you are getting depressed and suicidal, do not be afraid to reach out bro. Finding a good shrink can really help. No need to take fucking chemicals to fuck your brain up, just being able to TALK about it can help. This political shit is just a part of why you're feeling like shit, but there's probably other shit that's bothering you, and sorting that shit out is more important. Be the best man you can be bro.