You could say I'm posting on here sort of as a "cry for help". I just need to vent it out to people because I genuinely feel rather lost.
The world around me feels in total ruin. To the point of absolutely no return. I actually haven't really even felt true happiness ever since Donald Trump left the White House, as I knew it'd all go south once Biden was in to make everyone miserable.
Society feels irreversibly broken. Sometimes I actually literally feel like "the world will eventually end!!!". I think the elites are intentionally trying to make people so demoralized to the point of contemplating suicide... and I'll be honest, they got me there. I would never think of contemplating suicide if I believed we could move forward to society going back to what it was like 2019 times. When everyone was happier and mental healths weren't destroyed by irrational fears of covid. This actually feels like the Great Depression of the century. I have no fear of covid but I just have a bad feeling for society after so many took the sinister vaccines.
And of course, added with all the other typical communist garbage that Biden is quickly ushering in that makes me sometimes hate myself for living in this era. I'm even in a red state so I still have myself together just a bit for now but I frown when thinking of the future.
Damn it. If only the general populace decided to finally stand up and say enough woth all the globalist shit. If only that'd just happen, a lot of troubles could be ended quickly.
However, I only say a lot of troubles, but not all. Probably only like about 60-65% of our problems. Because even if the general populace did what we need to do, unfortunately I feel like we can't really reverse a lot of the damage done.
Such as.. how do we reverse the psychological damage done to children that was caused by the covid fear scam? Many killed themselves. And they must feel so miserable nowadays compared to what we were like as kids. It's awful to see how struggling the modern children are having it.
And how do we reverse, or at least, alleviate the vaccinations on the people that took it? Like I said earlier I just hope most aren't doomed to absurd premature death. I speak for my family here.
Those two potentially irreversible things may be why unfortunately we may never be able to go back to pre-covid era even if we took out the elitist perpetrators like we need to. It's just damn sad really.
Well, I could see myself enjoying life again if we stopped the regime, and if my family can still live a long while.. unless they all die prematurely, then I'll be too mentally lost to not eventually commit suicide after that. Or I might ask for a mercy killing on me to put me out of my misery in that scenario.
Sorry to annoy people here but that's my rant. I would be happy boi to this day in normal circumstances. The psychological hits on my mental being don't feel reversible.
"I came down here to brood... you're making it difficult. You look a lot better brooding than I do. You make me think I'm failing at brooding over failing." -Tyrion
Have you considered the possibility that the past you regret was, in fact, an aberration? A historical oddity? A golden age, come and gone as they do, and built on all manner of accrued debt, financial and otherwise?
Sure, we can be jealous of the boomers. We can hate them; hell, there's enough of them still left around we probably could take revenge and have some of them actually realize what they did.
But it won't change anything. The back half of the 20th century was a lie. A lot of lies. It was artificial and idealistic and stupid and it was never going to last.
And the thing is, it wasn't even their fault. Woodrow Wilson was the turning point for this country, not FDR or Nixon or anyone else. When we decided to join a war that wasn't on our border, and created a bank to do it, that was the end of America. Everything after that was just momentum.
Over on the other site, there was a post recently that contained an article by a psychologist musing on this societal level stress-engineering. The article is fascinating and has been something I've been dwelling on lately.
You suggest the social engineers have created a desperate situation in order to pressure people like you into suicide, but the article supposed an even more sinister reason they'd apply breaking-level pressure to you: to create a psychological event akin to Pavlov's trained dogs. It's additionally spooky when you take his analysis that almost all of their efforts have the practical side effect of stripping your mental defenses to this kind of break (strong family unit [demonization and ostracization of fathers, pushing mothers into careers and out of the home], access to personal safety implements [restriction and removal of the second amendment], ability to vent your frustration openly [restriction and removal of the first amendment]).
It really does seem like you say, that the elites are going for bust. However, I'm finding humor in their desperation. I've never seen so many openly hostile to the Left. They have made themselves into the epitome of 'no-fun, no-freedom' and seem overly comfortable in their media apparatus to convince everyone to follow along.
There are more media-skeptics every day being blasted in the face by terrible movies that sell themselves solely on how preachy they can be, news programs that can't be described as anything other than partisan cheerleading and outright libel, video-games that push the envelope of just how disgustingly putrid their female characters can made to appear, and TV shows that interlace racial terrorism and homosexual deviancy into every 12 seconds of air-time. These things are now full on parodies of themselves.
Even so, barring a gigantic event, I don't believe we're yet at a place where any particular outcome is inevitable. We may slip ever more into the abyss, or we may slowly pull out. A massive accelerating event may happen that drives us hard into one outcome or the other. I have given up predicting what will be tried.
You aren't alone. We are here.
u/Quackchinchin: First of all - wait what will happen. Second of all - if you really would allow them to kill you by your own hand and do it unpunished then are you a man then or a pussy ?
If things go wrong Killdozer way would be better way to die than just simple suicide or other way of allowing them to kill you without punishment.
At least - that's how I personally see it. I am too thinking about dying as possible outcome of shit happening, but if I would have to die - somebody shall pay for all of that. Just quietly dying,especially by suicide is cowardice. We cannot control our environment,all things happening around us (and as we couldn't control it those things shall not matter to us) - but we can control our decisions.So you too !
But don't think about death.Maybe things shall go better.Have hope,it is still not over,things may go better.Believe it,it has no sense to agonize over, it is only harming you now.What will happen will happen
If there will come situation where there is only death then ok, but now you are alive and there is still some hope even if things which happened are disaster.Disasters happen. Looking for death is stupid,if death will come it will come,and you shall spit on grim reaper with contempt.Dying or living shall be done with DIGNITY. If you can still live and your family is alive - keep being alive,keep wining with depression and fear.For your family and for yourself.Have faith and NEVER,ever surrender. You understood ? NEVER SURRENDER !
Be strong.Have faith.God bless you !
You can only live each day as it comes, just keep putting one foot in front of the other, one day at a time.
Maybe find a church near you or go out into the forest and the fields to talk with god to renew your spirits. A belief that there is goodness still left in the world and there is, will calm your agitated mindset. If you become a more serene person you will also contribute that much betterness to the world around you. Nothing lasts forever, this too shall pass.
I've been there. Honestly, the best I could do was made it a point to stay away from the internet for a while and just hunker down with a nice game. Don't visit any of the KiAs and just go radio silent for a little while. It helps. And it will be hard to stick with it, but try.
I'm not much for platitudes, but a couple of aphorisms keep coming to my mind in these times:
― J.R.R. Tolkien, The Fellowship of the Ring
― apocryphally attributed to Winston Churchill
The world will be fair once more.
This is why God is so important. He is the only thing that remains a constant in life. Everything else changes.
I would drop worrying about the future because you have no power over it. You can’t predict it, and planning, outside of what is necessary to achieve a particular goal, is just not possible.
Thinking on the past or the future can only lead to misery. Neither of them exist in reality. Man’s spirit has been corrupted for ages. Even when Trump was in office, despite the optimism of what could be achieved, we had a lot of problems. Trump was a wonderful break, and showed us the potential we had with the right goals in mind, but he was always a singular man doing his best. He was not going to turn things around by himself.
The best you can do is improve your own life and then work to help others, like Trump.
If it be now, 'tis not to come; if it be not to come, it will be now; if it be not now, yet it will come: the readiness is all.
OP, I'm feeling rather down about the current state of the world, too, so I'm in no position to give advice. But I will say this much...they want us depressed, demoralized, and ultimately dead. The biggest F-U we can give them is to continue living to our fullest each day. That can be tough to do when you're feeling like crap, but even simply existing is enough to make these people asshurt. Don't make their job easier by giving up.
*with on title
I don't think it's satire. Check out his post history. He's either a very dedicated doomer shill, or definitely should talk to someone. We're not qualified.
im going with the former. 15 day old account with nothing but doomer threads and why did he post about his family and vaccines so many times in every forum?
because it's something I am genuinely concerned about and want to vent it out widely