You could say I'm posting on here sort of as a "cry for help". I just need to vent it out to people because I genuinely feel rather lost.
The world around me feels in total ruin. To the point of absolutely no return. I actually haven't really even felt true happiness ever since Donald Trump left the White House, as I knew it'd all go south once Biden was in to make everyone miserable.
Society feels irreversibly broken. Sometimes I actually literally feel like "the world will eventually end!!!". I think the elites are intentionally trying to make people so demoralized to the point of contemplating suicide... and I'll be honest, they got me there. I would never think of contemplating suicide if I believed we could move forward to society going back to what it was like 2019 times. When everyone was happier and mental healths weren't destroyed by irrational fears of covid. This actually feels like the Great Depression of the century. I have no fear of covid but I just have a bad feeling for society after so many took the sinister vaccines.
And of course, added with all the other typical communist garbage that Biden is quickly ushering in that makes me sometimes hate myself for living in this era. I'm even in a red state so I still have myself together just a bit for now but I frown when thinking of the future.
Damn it. If only the general populace decided to finally stand up and say enough woth all the globalist shit. If only that'd just happen, a lot of troubles could be ended quickly.
However, I only say a lot of troubles, but not all. Probably only like about 60-65% of our problems. Because even if the general populace did what we need to do, unfortunately I feel like we can't really reverse a lot of the damage done.
Such as.. how do we reverse the psychological damage done to children that was caused by the covid fear scam? Many killed themselves. And they must feel so miserable nowadays compared to what we were like as kids. It's awful to see how struggling the modern children are having it.
And how do we reverse, or at least, alleviate the vaccinations on the people that took it? Like I said earlier I just hope most aren't doomed to absurd premature death. I speak for my family here.
Those two potentially irreversible things may be why unfortunately we may never be able to go back to pre-covid era even if we took out the elitist perpetrators like we need to. It's just damn sad really.
Well, I could see myself enjoying life again if we stopped the regime, and if my family can still live a long while.. unless they all die prematurely, then I'll be too mentally lost to not eventually commit suicide after that. Or I might ask for a mercy killing on me to put me out of my misery in that scenario.
Sorry to annoy people here but that's my rant. I would be happy boi to this day in normal circumstances. The psychological hits on my mental being don't feel reversible.
Over on the other site, there was a post recently that contained an article by a psychologist musing on this societal level stress-engineering. The article is fascinating and has been something I've been dwelling on lately.
You suggest the social engineers have created a desperate situation in order to pressure people like you into suicide, but the article supposed an even more sinister reason they'd apply breaking-level pressure to you: to create a psychological event akin to Pavlov's trained dogs. It's additionally spooky when you take his analysis that almost all of their efforts have the practical side effect of stripping your mental defenses to this kind of break (strong family unit [demonization and ostracization of fathers, pushing mothers into careers and out of the home], access to personal safety implements [restriction and removal of the second amendment], ability to vent your frustration openly [restriction and removal of the first amendment]).
It really does seem like you say, that the elites are going for bust. However, I'm finding humor in their desperation. I've never seen so many openly hostile to the Left. They have made themselves into the epitome of 'no-fun, no-freedom' and seem overly comfortable in their media apparatus to convince everyone to follow along.
There are more media-skeptics every day being blasted in the face by terrible movies that sell themselves solely on how preachy they can be, news programs that can't be described as anything other than partisan cheerleading and outright libel, video-games that push the envelope of just how disgustingly putrid their female characters can made to appear, and TV shows that interlace racial terrorism and homosexual deviancy into every 12 seconds of air-time. These things are now full on parodies of themselves.
Even so, barring a gigantic event, I don't believe we're yet at a place where any particular outcome is inevitable. We may slip ever more into the abyss, or we may slowly pull out. A massive accelerating event may happen that drives us hard into one outcome or the other. I have given up predicting what will be tried.
You aren't alone. We are here.