Mainlining a drug into your bloodstream, drawing back the syringe to refill it with blood, and then injecting it back into your arm. The theory being, the blood injected back into your bloodstream, will carry with it, any residual narcotic leftover in the syringe.
I tried heroin once (not even willingly mind you) and I spent 3 months dreaming (awake and asleep) of it and thinking about it 24/7. I had myself fully convinced that I only did it once, and I can totally do it a few more times without getting addicted.
I haven't done it ever again, but looking back, it's insane how addictive that stuff is.
I'm glad you were able to get clean. Not sure what the story is behind taking it nonconsensualy, but good to hear you were able to kick it. What really sucks about addiction is that you never truly can go back to how you were before ever starting. There will forever be a lingering desire for what ever your poison was buried in the recesses of your you mind. I hope you can stay clear. Never give into the "just once more couldn't hurt" nagging thought. ESPECIALLY if someone goads you into it. Sometimes turning down someone is even harder than turning yourself down.
Yeah, but it's not common.
Especially when they're booting it.
And yes, it's possible to take the pills and turn them into a form that can be injected. It's very disturbing.
I just looked up booting and I regret it.
From urbandictionary:
Nah that's wrong. You only draw the plug back to make sure you're in a vein, blood coming into the syringe confirms it's in there.
I tried heroin once (not even willingly mind you) and I spent 3 months dreaming (awake and asleep) of it and thinking about it 24/7. I had myself fully convinced that I only did it once, and I can totally do it a few more times without getting addicted.
I haven't done it ever again, but looking back, it's insane how addictive that stuff is.
I'm glad you were able to get clean. Not sure what the story is behind taking it nonconsensualy, but good to hear you were able to kick it. What really sucks about addiction is that you never truly can go back to how you were before ever starting. There will forever be a lingering desire for what ever your poison was buried in the recesses of your you mind. I hope you can stay clear. Never give into the "just once more couldn't hurt" nagging thought. ESPECIALLY if someone goads you into it. Sometimes turning down someone is even harder than turning yourself down.