Not sure if it is the same thing you are pointing at but I hate myself for failing behind. I've been working very hard to catch up. I partly blame it on not having a male model in my life and my mom being a manipulative bitch.

However I do feel that there was some good in the SJW pushing over the top in media.

I've later discovered that I've been putting off personal accomplishment by spending to much time in games or watching funny tv shows. I still do both of those but it is just a way to pass time rather then the good thing in life.

But I've been catching up on things, I'm still behind in my opinion but I've been working hard at work, doing exercises, build a family and now I'm constantly thinking of ways to protect my children from the SJW indoctrination that is going to brainwash them in school.