I watch what is going on with Iran...and I feel powerless to stop it.

Dude, it's honestly so fucking discouraging.

I've never felt embarrassed to be American. I love America, I love the ideals. Most importantly, these are my People. If we keep pulling this blatantly imperialist, globalist shit, and it's coming from "my team," I don't fucking know where I go from there.

I fought off the blackpill for years. If we actually hit Iran, again, which does seem likely...I just don't know. This isn't the country I want.

To my eternal shame, I was in favor of invading Iraq, and defended it for years after it happened.

At least you realized and changed. I don't hold it against you, honestly. I've known and liked plenty of people who supported Iraq/Afghanistan. People got caught up, I get it. Don't feel shame, there's no point.

I won't do it this time, and it makes me black pilled that we will never peaceably throw off the pervasive influence of the Jew lobby.

They'll never let us peacefully throw off the influence. That's the really blackpilling point. How easy it would be, if they'd just allow the offramp. Just compromise, take the foot off the gas. But, no. They won't allow it. So it's either fight fire with fire, or surrender, it seems. It shouldn't be like this, and if our enemies were sane it wouldn't be like this.