They are trying so hard to larp as White. Thats why they feel such a strong need to fly their flag and embroider it in all of their clothes together before the trip. They need to constantly tell themselves that they're proud of their origins lest the cognitive dissonance starts creeping in. Its hard to keep up the illusion that White people are horrific oppressors who stole everything when you're vacationing in their lands and enjoying their culture, secretly wishing your homeland had anything nearly as nice. The men wish they were born tall and handsome White boys. The women wish they were born with blonde hair and blue eyes. Dont listen to shitskins, theyre cursed more than you realize.