I feel the same way, the only excitement I have for this series is a morbid desire to see how bad it is. I have a pretty good imagination and enough experience with these recent shows to guess a lot of what's likely, but I'm still consistently surprised by how bad things can be. I just wonder what horrifically morally and ethically wrong choice a protagonist will make that will be portrayed as a good thing to the audience? For Wonder Woman it was rape, Wandavision it was mass mind control, so this will probably be something like advocating genocide.