https://medium.com/@weltallic/gamergate-victories-c3c66bcf0414
I've been pretty blackpilled of late. Which doesn't spur me to write stuff.
And whitepilled by GG-related vidya happenings... which doesn't spur me to write stuff.
I know it's a contradiction. Let me explain:
-
IRL Work has been busy; doing very good business while our competitors flounder and close. While this may be good from a business POV, it also means little free time.
-
I discovered I don't have an Energy Bar; I have an Exhaustion Bar. Instead of energy depleting, my exhaustion increases and I need time spent doing nothing before I can consider doing hobby projects. I used to think "I'll work during the week and do personal projects on the weekend!" Not anymore. I need to do nothing during my days off now.
-
I'm getting addicted to dopamine-inducing numbers from meme making. I've been making them quite regularly, with several going viral. Something like 6K likes feel great, and the one that got 100K+ made me feel proud... but now I just spam them hoping to see NUMBAH GO UP. I know I need to quit. Don't let anyone tell you the dopamine hit isn't real.
-
Blackpilled: Following politics have been utterly disheartening. Ever since Charlie Kirk, the right base has been glowing red-eyed furious... but nothing happened. Combined with the Pam/Kash/Dan fiasco where they've arrested 0 for the Biden admin's hundreds by this time in the presidency, coupled with the left base graduating from firebombing Teslas to overt assassinations (with thunderous celebration on reddit/TikTok)... and it's pure doom material. When the opposition wins, you keep the fire burning because of the HOPE you have for when you win. But when you actually win and deliver the presidency/house/senate/scotus/popular vote, and nothing happens... you don't even have hope anymore to fuel you. Bane was wrong; you can have despair without hope.
-
Whitepilled: From a GG perspective, things are great! Concord was the biggest multi-million dollar flop disaster since Mars Needs Moms, and the memes were (and continue to be) phenomenal. Assasins Creed Shadows looks to have financially ruined the company, and the whole Internet swarmed to expose Sweet Baby Inc so fast and so devastatingly, it was dubbed GamerGate 2.0. And it all happened without us doing anything. Games we like did great, while SJW-infested companies and IP's crashed and burned spectacularly... so why should I bother posting a morale boost? We started an avalanche, and it's continuing to gain speed and power quite nicely with zero prodding from us.
-
I used to be excited and proud to show off rare Vivians. But with the advent of AI, tons of Vivians are being made... and they mean nothing. When Ashion or Eltonel or Illeity or HenLP made something new, it was cause for celebration. But now, new Vivs aren't special anymore because it's all just AI-generated. So we have tons of new, amazing Vivian james art... and it means nothing to me. It's just not special. None of it's real. There's no soul.
So... yeah. No time, no energy, too distracted by quickie hits of social media likes and home projects, and every day I get more blackpilled by politics ("he's building a ballroom; isn't that what you voted for?!"). Meanwhile, wokeness in entertainment is being mocked and ridiculed and "Non-buy'naried" into bankruptcy just fine without my cheerleading. Which is new.
I still have my txt list of all the 2024 victories and woke defeats, and also the 2025 one, too. I just... don't have the energy/care enough to write it all up.
I kept waiting for some major HABBENING to make me go wide-eyed and spur me into action. It never happened.
https://medium.com/@weltallic/gamergate-victories-c3c66bcf0414
I've been pretty blackpilled of late. Which doesn't spur me to write stuff.
And whitepilled by GG-related vidya happenings... which doesn't spur me to write stuff.
I know it's a contradiction. Let me explain:
-
IRL Work has been busy; doing very good business while our competitors flounder and close. While this may be good from a business POV, it also means little free time.
-
I discovered I don't have an Energy Bar; I have an Exhaustion Bar. Instead of energy depleting, my exhaustion increases and I need time spent doing nothing before I can consider doing hobby projects. I used to think "I'll work during the week and do personal projects on the weekend!" Not anymore. I need to do nothing during my days off now.
-
I'm getting addicted to dopamine-inducing numbers from meme making. I've been making them quite regularly, with several going viral. Something like 6K likes feel great, and the one that got 100K+ made me feel proud... but now I just spam them hoping to see NUMBAH GO UP. I know I need to quit. Don't let anyone tell you the dopamine hit isn't real.
-
Blackpilled: Following politics have been utterly disheartening. Ever since Charlie Kirk, the right base has been glowing red-eyed furious... but nothing happened. Combined with the Pam/Kash/Dan fiasco where they've arrested 0 for the Biden admin's hundreds by this time in the presidency, coupled with the left base graduating from firebombing Teslas to overt assassinations (with thunderous celebration on reddit/TikTok)... and it's pure doom material. When the opposition wins, you keep the fire burning because of the HOPE you have for when you win. But when you actually win and deliver the presidency/house/senate/scotus/popular vote, and nothing happens... you don't even have hope anymore to fuel you. Bane was wrong; you can have despair without hope.
-
Whitepilled: From a GG perspective, things are great! Concord was the biggest multi-million dollar flop disaster since Mars Needs Moms, and the memes were (and continue to be) phenomenal. Assasins Creed Shadows looks to have financially ruined the company, and the whole Internet swarmed to expose Sweet Baby Inc so fast and so devastatingly, it was dubbed GamerGate 2.0. And it all happened without us doing anything. Games we like did great, while SJW-infested companies and IP's crashed and burned spectacularly... so why should I bother posting a morale boost? We started an avalanche, and it's continuing to gain speed and power quite nicely with zero prodding from us.
-
I used to be excited and proud to show off rare Vivians. But with the advent of AI, tons of Vivians are being made... and they mean nothing. When Ashion or Eltonel or Illeity or HenLP made something new, it was cause for celebration. But now, new Vivs aren't special anymore because it's all just AI-generated. So we have tons of new, amazing Vivian james art... and it means nothing to me. It's just not special. None of it's real. There's no soul.
So... yeah. No time, no energy, too distracted by quickie hits of social media likes and home projects, and every day I get more blackpilled by politics ("he's building a ballroom; isn't that what you voted for?!"). Meanwhile, wokeness inentertainment is being mocked and ridiculed and "Non-buy'naried" into bankruptcy just fine without my cheerleading. Which is new.
I still have my txt list of all the 2024 victories and woke defeats, and also the 2025 one, too. I just... don't have the energy/care enough to write it all up.
I kept waiting for some major HABBENING to make me go wide-eyed and spur me into action. It never happened.
https://medium.com/@weltallic/gamergate-victories-c3c66bcf0414
I've been pretty blackpilled of late. Which doesn't spur me to write stuff.
And whitepilled by GG-related vidya happenings... which doesn't spur me to write stuff.
I know it's a contradiction. Let me explain:
-
IRL Work has been busy; doing very good business while our competitors flounder and close. While this may be good from a business POV, it also means little free time.
-
I discovered I don't have an Energy Bar; I have an Exhaustion Bar. Instead of energy depleting, my exhaustion increases and I need time spent doing nothing before I can consider doing hobby projects. I used to think "I'll work during the week and do personal projects on the weekend!" Not anymore. I need to do nothing during my days off now.
-
I'm getting addicted to dopamine-inducing numbers from meme making. I've been making them quite regularly, with several going viral. Something like 6K likes feel great, and the one that got 100K+ made me feel proud... but now I just spam them hoping to see NUMBAH GO UP. I know I need to quit. Don't let anyone tell you the dopamine hit isn't real.
-
Blackpilled: Following politics have been utterly disheartening. Ever since Charlie Kirk, the right base has been glowing red-eyed furious... but nothing happened. Combined with the Pam/Kash/Dan fiasco where they've arrested 0 for the Biden admin's hundreds by this time in the presidency, coupled with the left base graduating from firebombing Teslas to overt assassinations (with thunderous celebration on reddit/TikTok)... and it's pure doom material. When the opposition wins, you keep the fire burning because of the HOPE you have for when you win. But when you actually win and deliver the presidency/house/senate/scotus/popular vote, and nothing happens... you don't even have hope anymore to fuel you. Bane was wrong; you can have despair without hope.
-
Whitepilled: From a GG perspective, things are great! Concord was the biggest multi-million dollar flop disaster since Mars Needs Moms, and the memes were (and continue to be) phenomenal. Assasins Creed Shadows looks to have financially ruined the company, and the whole Internet swarmed to expose Sweet Baby Inc so fast and so devastatingly, it was dubbed GamerGate 2.0. And it all happened without us doing anything. Games we like did great, while SJW-infested companies and IP's crashed and burned spectacularly... so why should I bother posting a morale boost? We started an avalanche, and it's continuing to gain speed and power quite nicely with zero prodding from us.
-
I used to be excited and proud to show off rare Vivians. But with the advent of AI, tons of Vivians are being made... and they mean nothing. When Ashion or Eltonel or Illeity or HenLP made something new, it was cause for celebration. But now, new Vivs aren't special anymore because it's all just AI-generated. So we have tons of new, amazing Vivian james art... and it means nothing to me. It's just not special.
So... yeah. No time, no energy, too distracted by quickie hits of social media likes and home projects, and every day I get more blackpilled by politics ("he's building a ballroom; isn't that what you voted for?!"). Meanwhile, wokeness inentertainment is being mocked and ridiculed and "Non-buy'naried" into bankruptcy just fine without my cheerleading. Which is new.
I still have my txt list of all the 2024 victories and woke defeats, and also the 2025 one, too. I just... don't have the energy/care enough to write it all up.
I kept waiting for some major HABBENING to make me go wide-eyed and spur me into action. It never happened.
https://medium.com/@weltallic/gamergate-victories-c3c66bcf0414
I've been pretty blackpilled of late. Which doesn't spur me to write stuff.
And whitepilled by GG-related vidya happenings... which doesn't spur me to write stuff.
I know it's a contradiction. Let me explain:
-
IRL Work has been busy; doing very good business while our competitors flounder and close. While this may be good from a business POV, it also means little free time.
-
I discovered I don't have an Energy Bar; I have an Exhaustion Bar. Instead of energy depleting, my exhaustion increases and I need time spent doing nothing before I can consider doing hobby projects. I used to think "I'll work during the week and do personal projects on the weekend!" Not anymore. I need to do nothing during my days off now.
-
I'm getting addicted to dopamine-inducing numbers from meme making. I've been making them quite regularly, with several going viral. Something like 6K likes feel great, and the one that got 100K+ made me feel proud... but now I just spam them hoping to see NUMBAH GO UP. I know I need to quit. Don't let anyone tell you the dopamine hit isn't real.
-
Blackpilled: Following politics have been utterly disheartening. Ever since Charlie Kirk, the right base has been glowing red-eyed furious... but nothing happened. Combined with the Pam/Kash/Dan fiasco where they've arrested 0 for the Biden admin's hundreds by this time in the presidency, coupled with the left base graduating from firebombing Teslas to overt assassinations (with thunderous celebration on reddit/TikTok)... and it's pure doom material. When the opposition wins, you keep the fire burning because of the HOPE you have for when you win. But when you actually win and deliver the presidency/house/senate/scotus/popular vote, and nothing happens... you don't even have hope anymore to fuel you. Bane was wrong; you can have despair without hope.
-
Whitepilled: From a GG perspective, things are great! Concord was the biggest multi-million dollar flop disaster since Mars Needs Moms, and the memes were (and continue to be) phenomenal. Assasins Creed Shadows looks to have financially ruined the company, and the whole Internet swarmed to expose Sweet Baby Inc so fast and so devastatingly, it was dubbed GamerGate 2.0. And it all happened without us doing anything. Games we like did great, while SJW-infested companies and IP's crashed and burned spectacularly... so why should I bother posting a morale boost?
-
I used to be excited and proud to show off rare Vivians. But with the advent of AI, tons of Vivians are being made... and they mean nothing. When Ashion or Eltonel or Illeity or HenLP made something new, it was cause for celebration. But now, new Vivs aren't special anymore because it's all just AI-generated. So we have tons of new, amazing Vivian james art... and it means nothing to me. It's just not special.
So... yeah. No time, no energy, too distracted by quickie hits of social media likes and home projects, and every day I get more blackpilled by politics ("he's building a ballroom; isn't that what you voted for?!"). Meanwhile, wokeness inentertainment is being mocked and ridiculed and "Non-buy'naried" into bankruptcy just fine without my cheerleading. Which is new.
I still have my txt list of all the 2024 victories and woke defeats, and also the 2025 one, too. I just... don't have the energy/care enough to write it all up.
I kept waiting for some major HABBENING to make me go wide-eyed and spur me into action. It never happened.
https://medium.com/@weltallic/gamergate-victories-c3c66bcf0414
I've been pretty blackpilled of late. Which doesn't spur me to write stuff.
And whitepilled by GG-related vidya happenings... which doesn't spur me to write stuff.
I know it's a contradiction. Let me explain:
-
IRL Work has been busy; doing very good business while our competitors flounder and close. While this may be good from a business POV, it also means little free time.
-
I discovered I don't have an Energy Bar; I have an Exhaustion Bar. Instead of energy depleting, my exhaustion increases and I need time spent doing nothing before I can consider doing hobby projects. I used to think "I'll work during the week and do personal projects on the weekend!" Not anymore. I need to do nothing during my days off now.
-
I'm getting addicted to dopamine-inducing numbers from meme making. I've been making them quite regularly, with several going viral. Something like 6K likes feel great, and the one that got 100K+ made me feel proud... but now I just spam them hoping to see NUMBAH GO UP. I know I need to quit. Don't let anyone tell you the dopamine hit isn't real.
-
Blackpilled: Following politics have been utterly disheartening. Ever since Charlie Kirk, the right base has been glowing red-eyed furious... but nothing happened. Combined with the Pam/Kash/Dan fiasco where they've arrested 0 for the Biden admin's 257 by this time in the presidency, coupled with the left base graduating from firebombing Teslas to overt assassinations (with thunderous celebration on reddit/TikTok)... and it's pure doom material. When the opposition wins, you keep the fire burning because of the HOPE you have for when you win. But when you actually win and deliver the presidency/house/senate/scotus/popular vote, and nothing happens... you don't even have hope anymore to fuel you. Bane was wrong; you can have despair without hope.
-
Whitepilled: From a GG perspective, things are great! Concord was the biggest multi-million dollar flop disaster since Mars Needs Moms, and the memes were (and continue to be) phenomenal. Assasins Creed Shadows looks to have financially ruined the company, and the whole Internet swarmed to expose Sweet Baby Inc so fast and so devastatingly, it was dubbed GamerGate 2.0. And it all happened without us doing anything. Games we like did great, while SJW-infested companies and IP's crashed and burned spectacularly... so why should I bother posting a morale boost?
-
I used to be excited and proud to show off rare Vivians. But with the advent of AI, tons of Vivians are being made... and they mean nothing. When Ashion or Eltonel or Illeity or HenLP made something new, it was cause for celebration. But now, new Vivs aren't special anymore because it's all just AI-generated. So we have tons of new, amazing Vivian james art... and it means nothing to me. It's just not special.
So... yeah. No time, no energy, too distracted by quickie hits of social media likes and home projects, and every day I get more blackpilled by politics ("he's building a ballroom; isn't that what you voted for?!"). Meanwhile, wokeness inentertainment is being mocked and ridiculed and "Non-buy'naried" into bankruptcy just fine without my cheerleading. Which is new.
I still have my txt list of all the 2024 victories and woke defeats, and also the 2025 one, too. I just... don't have the energy/care enough to write it all up.
I kept waiting for some major HABBENING to make me go wide-eyed and spur me into action. It never happened.
https://medium.com/@weltallic/gamergate-victories-c3c66bcf0414
I've been pretty blackpilled of late. Which doesn't spur me to write stuff.
And whitepilled by GG-related vidya happenings... which doesn't spur me to write stuff.
I know it's a contradiction. Let me explain:
-
IRL Work has been busy; doing very good business while our competitors flounder and close. While this may be good from a business POV, it also means little free time.
-
I discovered I don't have an Energy Bar; I have an Exhaustion Bar. Instead of energy depleting, my exhaustion increases and I need time spent doing nothing before I can consider doing hobby projects. I used to think "I'll work during the week and do personal projects on the weekend!" Not anymore. I need to do nothing during my days off now.
-
I'm getting addicted to dopamine-inducing numbers from meme making. I've been making them quite regularly, with several going viral. Something like 6K likes feel great, and the one that got 100K+ made me feel proud... but now I just spam them hoping to see NUMBAH GO UP. I know I need to quit. Don't let anyone tell you the dopamine hit isn't real.
-
Blackpilled: Following politics have been utterly disheartening. Ever since Charlie Kirk, the right base has been glowing red-eyed furious... but nothing happened. Combined with the Pam/Kash/Dan fiasco where they've arrested 0 for the Biden admin's 257 by this time in the presidency, coupled with the left base graduating from firebombing Teslas to overt assassinations (with thunderous celebration on reddit/TikTok)... and it's pure doom material. When the opposition wins, you keep the fire burning because of the HOPE you have for when you win. But when you axctually win and deliver the presidency/house/senate/scotus/popular vote, and nothing happens... you don't even have hope anymore to fuel you.
-
Whitepilled: From a GG perspective, things are great! Concord was the biggest multi-million dollar flop disaster since Mars Needs Moms, and the memes were (and continue to be) phenomenal. Assasins Creed Shadows looks to have financially ruined the company, and the whole Internet swarmed to expose Sweet Baby Inc so fast and so devastatingly, it was dubbed GamerGate 2.0. And it all happened without us doing anything. Games we like did great, while SJW-infested companies and IP's crashed and burned spectacularly... so why should I bother posting a morale boost?
-
I used to be excited and proud to show off rare Vivians. But with the advent of AI, tons of Vivians are being made... and they mean nothing. When Ashion or Eltonel or Illeity or HenLP made something new, it was cause for celebration. But now, new Vivs aren't special anymore because it's all just AI-generated. So we have tons of new, amazing Vivian james art... and it means nothing to me. It's just not special.
So... yeah. No time, no energy, too distracted by quickie hits of social media likes and home projects, and every day I get more blackpilled by politics ("he's building a ballroom; isn't that what you voted for?!"). Meanwhile, wokeness inentertainment is being mocked and ridiculed and "Non-buy'naried" into bankruptcy just fine without my cheerleading. Which is new.
I still have my txt list of all the 2024 victories and woke defeats, and also the 2025 one, too. I just... don't have the energy/care enough to write it all up.
I kept waiting for some major HABBENING to make me go wide-eyed and spur me into action. It never happened.
https://medium.com/@weltallic/gamergate-victories-c3c66bcf0414
I've been pretty blackpilled of late. Which doesn't spur me to write stuff.
And whitepilled by GG-related vidya happenings... which doesn't spur me to write stuff.
I know it's a contradiction. Let me explain:
-
IRL Work has been busy; doing very good business while our competitors flounder and close. While this may be good from a business POV, it also means little free time.
-
I discovered I don't have an Energy Bar; I have an Exhaustion Bar. Instead of energy depleting, my exhaustion increases and I need time spent doing nothing before I can consider doing hobby projects. I used to think "I'll work during the week and do personal projects on the weekend!" Not anymore. I need to do nothing during my days off now.
-
I'm getting addicted to dopamine-inducing numbers from meme making. I've been making them quite regularly, with several going viral. Something like 6K likes feel great, and the one that got 100K+ made me feel proud... but now I just spam them hoping to see NUMBAH GO UP. I know I need to quit. Don't let anyone tell you the dopamine hit isn't real.
-
Blackpilled: Following politics have been utterly disheartening. Ever since Charlie Kirk, the right base has been glowing red-eyed furious... but nothing happened. Combined with the Pam/Kash/Dan fiasco where they've arrested 0 for the Biden admin's 257 by this time in the presidency, coupled with the left base gradutaing from firebombing Teslas to overt assassinations (with thunderous celebration on reddit/TikTok)... and it's pure doom material. When the opposition wins, you keep the fire burning because of the HOPE you have for when you win. But when you axctually win and deliver the presidency/house/senate/scotus/popular vote, and nothing happens... you don't even have hope anymore to fuel you.
-
Whitepilled: From a GG perspective, things are great! Concord was the biggest multi-million dollar flop disaster since Mars Needs Moms, and the memes were (and continue to be) phenomenal. Assasins Creed Shadows looks to have financially ruined the company, and the whole Internet swarmed to expose Sweet Baby Inc so fast and so devastatingly, it was dubbed GamerGate 2.0. And it all happened without us doing anything. Games we like did great, while SJW-infested companies and IP's crashed and burned spectacularly... so why should I bother posting a morale boost?
-
I used to be excited and proud to show off rare Vivians. But with the advent of AI, tons of Vivians are being made... and they mean nothing. When Ashion or Eltonel or Illeity or HenLP made something new, it was cause for celebration. But now, new Vivs aren't special anymore because it's all just AI-generated. So we have tons of new, amazing Vivian james art... and it means nothing to me. It's just not special.
So... yeah. No time, no energy, too distracted by quickie hits of social media likes and home projects, and every day I get more blackpilled by politics ("he's building a ballroom; isn't that what you voted for?!"). Meanwhile, wokeness inentertainment is being mocked and ridiculed and "Non-buy'naried" into bankruptcy just fine without my cheerleading. Which is new.
I still have my txt list of all the 2024 victories and woke defeats, and also the 2025 one, too. I just... don't have the energy/care enough to write it all up.
I kept waiting for some major HABBENING to make me go wide-eyed and spur me into action. It never happened.
https://medium.com/@weltallic/gamergate-victories-c3c66bcf0414
I've been pretty blackpilled of late. Which doesn't spur me to write stuff.
And whitepilled by GG-related vidya happenings... which doesn't spur me to write stuff.
I know it's a contradiction. Let me explain:
-
IRL Work has been busy; doing very good business while our competitors flounder and close. While this may be good from a business POV, it also means little free time.
-
I discovered I don't have an Energy Bar; I have an Exhaustion Bar. Instead of energy depleting, my exhaustion increases and I need time spent doing nothing before I can consider doing hobby projects. I used to think "I'll work during the week and do personal projects on the weekend!" Not anymore. I need to do nothing during my days off now.
-
I'm getting addicted to dopamine-inducing numbers from meme making. I've been making them quite regularly, with several going viral. Something like 6K likes feel great, and the one that got 100K+ made me feel proud... but now I just spam them hoping to see NUMBAH GO UP. I know I need to quit. Don't let anyone tell you the dopamine hit isn't real.
-
Blackpilled: Following politics have been utterly disheartening. Ever since Charlie Kirk, the right base has been glowing red-eyed furious... but nothing happened. Combined with the Pam/Kash/Dan fiasco where they've arrested 0 for the Biden admin's 257 by this time in the presidency, coupled with the left moving from firebombiong Teslas to overt assassinations tio teh sound of thunderous celebration on reddit... and it's pure doom material. When the opposition wins, you keep the fire burning because of the HOPE you have for when you win. But when you axctually win and deliver the presidency/house/senate/scotus/popular vote, and nothing happens... you don't even have hope anymore to fuel you.
-
Whitepilled: From a GG perspective, things are great! Concord was the biggest multi-million dollar flop disaster since Mars Needs Moms, and the memes were (and continue to be) phenomenal. Assasins Creed Shadows looks to have financially ruined the company, and the whole Internet swarmed to expose Sweet Baby Inc so fast and so devastatingly, it was dubbed GamerGate 2.0. And it all happened without us doing anything. Games we like did great, while SJW-infested companies and IP's crashed and burned spectacularly... so why should I bother posting a morale boost?
-
I used to be excited and proud to show off rare Vivians. But with the advent of AI, tons of Vivians are being made... and they mean nothing. When Ashion or Eltonel or Illeity or HenLP made something new, it was cause for celebration. But now, new Vivs aren't special anymore because it's all just AI-generated. So we have tons of new, amazing Vivian james art... and it means nothing to me. It's just not special.
So... yeah. No time, no energy, too distracted by quickie hits of social media likes and home projects, and every day I get more blackpilled by politics ("he's building a ballroom; isn't that what you voted for?!"). Meanwhile, wokeness inentertainment is being mocked and ridiculed and "Non-buy'naried" into bankruptcy just fine without my cheerleading. Which is new.
I still have my txt list of all the 2024 victories and woke defeats, and also the 2025 one, too. I just... don't have the energy/care enough to write it all up.
I kept waiting for some major HABBENING to make me go wide-eyed and spur me into action. It never happened.
https://medium.com/@weltallic/gamergate-victories-c3c66bcf0414
I've been pretty blackpilled of late. Which doesn't spur me to write stuff.
And whitepilled by GG-related vidya happenings... which doesn't spur me to write stuff.
I know it's a contradiction. Let me explain:
-
IRL Work has been busy; doing very good business while our competitors flounder and close. While this may be good from a business POV, it also means little free time.
-
I discovered I don't have an Energy Bar; I have an Exhaustion Bar. Instead of energy depleting, my exhaustion increases and I need time spent doing nothing before I can consider doing hobby projects. I used to think "I'll work during the week and do personal projects on the weekend!" Not anymore. I need to do nothing during my days off now.
-
I'm getting addicted to dopamine-inducing numbers from meme making. I've been making them quite regularly, with several going viral. Something like 6K likes feel great, and the one that got 100K+ made me feel proud... but now I just spam them hoping to see NUMBAH GO UP. I know I need to quit. Don't let anyone tell you the dopamine hit isn't real.
-
Blackpilled: Following politics have been utterly disheartening. Ever since Charlie Kirk, the right base has been glowing red-eyed furious... but nothing happened. Combined with the Pam/Kash/Dan fiasco where they've arrested 0 for the Biden admin's 257 by this time in the presidency, and it's pure doom material. When the opposition wins, you keep the fire burning because of the HOPE you have for when you win. But when you axctually win and deliver the presidency/house/senate/scotus/popular vote, and nothing happens... you don't even have hope anymore to fuel you.
-
Whitepilled: From a GG perspective, things are great! Concord was the biggest multi-million dollar flop disaster since Mars Needs Moms, and the memes were (and continue to be) phenomenal. Assasins Creed Shadows looks to have financially ruined the company, and the whole Internet swarmed to expose Sweet Baby Inc so fast and so devastatingly, it was dubbed GamerGate 2.0. And it all happened without us doing anything. Games we like did great, while SJW-infested companies and IP's crashed and burned spectacularly... so why should I bother posting a morale boost?
-
I used to be excited and proud to show off rare Vivians. But with the advent of AI, tons of Vivians are being made... and they mean nothing. When Ashion or Eltonel or Illeity or HenLP made something new, it was cause for celebration. But now, new Vivs aren't special anymore because it's all just AI-generated. So we have tons of new, amazing Vivian james art... and it means nothing to me. It's just not special.
So... yeah. No time, no energy, too distracted by quickie hits of social media likes and home projects, and every day I get more blackpilled by politics ("he's building a ballroom; isn't that what you voted for?!"). Meanwhile, wokeness inentertainment is being mocked and ridiculed and "Non-buy'naried" into bankruptcy just fine without my cheerleading. Which is new.
I still have my txt list of all the 2024 victories and woke defeats, and also the 2025 one, too. I just... don't have the energy/care enough to write it all up.
I kept waiting for some major HABBENING to make me go wide-eyed and spur me into action. It never happened.
https://medium.com/@weltallic/gamergate-victories-c3c66bcf0414
I've been pretty blackpilled of late. Which doesn't spur me to write stuff.
And whitepilled by GG-related vidya happenings... which doesn't spur me to write stuff.
I know it's a contradiction. Let me explain:
-
IRL Work has been busy; doing very good business while our competitors flounder and close. While this may be good from a business POV, it also means little free time.
-
I discovered I don't have an Energy Bar; I have an Exhaustion Bar. Instead of energy deplecting, my exhaustion increases and I need time spent doing nothing before I can consider doing hobby projects. I used to think "I'll work during the week and do personal projects on the weekend!" Not anymore. I need to do nothing during my days off now.
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I'm getting addicted to dopamine-inducing numbers from meme making. I've been making them quite regularly, with several going viral. Something like 6K likes feel great, and the one that got 100K+ made me feel proud... but now I just spam them hoping to see NUMBAH GO UP. I know I need to quit. Don't let anyone tell you the dopamine hit isn't real.
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Blackpilled: Following politics have been utterly disheartening. Ever since Charlie Kirk, the right base has been glowing red-eyed furious... but nothing happened. Combined with the Pam/Kash/Dan fiasco where they've arrested 0 for the Biden admin's 257 by this time in the presidency, and it's pure doom material. When the opposition wins, you keep the fire burning because of the HOPE you have for when you win. But when you axctually win and deliver the presidency/house/senate/scotus/popular vote, and nothing happens... you don't even have hope anymore to fuel you.
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Whitepilled: From a GG perspective, things are great! Concord was the biggest multi-million dollar flop disaster since Mars Needs Moms, and the memes were (and continue to be) phenomenal. Assasins Creed Shadows looks to have financially ruined the company, and the whole Internet swarmed to expose Sweet Baby Inc so fast and so devastatingly, it was dubbed GamerGate 2.0. And it all happened without us doing anything. Games we like did great, while SJW-infested companies and IP's crashed and burned spectacularly... so why should I bother posting a morale boost?
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I used to be excited and proud to show off rare Vivians. But with the advent of AI, tons of Vivians are being made... and they mean nothing. When Ashion or Eltonel or Illeity or HenLP made something new, it was cause for celebration. But now, new Vivs aren't special anymore because it's all just AI-generated. So we have tons of new, amazing Vivian james art... and it means nothing to me. It's just not special.
So... yeah. No time, no energy, too distracted by quickie hits of social media likes and home projects, and every day I get more blackpilled by politics ("he's building a ballroom; isn't that what you voted for?!"). Meanwhile, wokeness inentertainment is being mocked and ridiculed and "Non-buy'naried" into bankruptcy just fine without my cheerleading. Which is new.
I still have my txt list of all the 2024 victories and woke defeats, and also the 2025 one, too. I just... don't have the energy/care enough to write it all up.
I kept waiting for some major HABBENING to make me go wide-eyed and spur me into action. It never happened.
https://medium.com/@weltallic/gamergate-victories-c3c66bcf0414
I've been pretty blackpilled of late. Which doesn't spur me to write stuff.
And whitepilled by GG-related vidya happenings... which doesn't spur me to write stuff.
I know it's a contradiction. Let me explain:
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Work has been busy. Doing very good business while our competitors flounder and close. While this may be good from a business POV, it also means little free time.
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I discovered I don't have an Energy Bar; I have an Exhaustion Bar. Instead of energy deplecting, my exhaustion increases and I need time spent doing nothing before I can consider doing hobby projects. I used to think "I'll work during the week and do personal projects on the weekend!" Not anymore. I need to do nothing during my days off now.
-
I'm getting addicted to dopamine-inducing numbers from meme making. I've been making them quite regularly, with several going viral. Something like 6K likes feel great, and the one that got 100K+ made me feel proud... but now I just spam them hoping to see NUMBAH GO UP. I know I need to quit. Don't let anyone tell you the dopamine hit isn't real.
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Blackpilled: Following politics have been utterly disheartening. Ever since Charlie Kirk, the right base has been glowing red-eyed furious... but nothing happened. Combined with the Pam/Kash/Dan fiasco where they've arrested 0 for the Biden admin's 257 by this time in the presidency, and it's pure doom material. When the opposition wins, you keep the fire burning because of the HOPE you have for when you win. But when you axctually win and deliver the presidency/house/senate/scotus/popular vote, and nothing happens... you don't even have hope anymore to fuel you.
-
Whitepilled: From a GG perspective, things are great! Concord was the biggest multi-million dollar flop disaster since Mars Needs Moms, and the memes were (and continue to be) phenomenal. Assasins Creed Shadows looks to have financially ruined the company, and the whole Internet swarmed to expose Sweet Baby Inc so fast and so devastatingly, it was dubbed GamerGate 2.0. And it all happened without us doing anything. Games we like did great, while SJW-infested companies and IP's crashed and burned spectacularly... so why should I bother posting a morale boost?
-
I used to be excited and proud to show off rare Vivians. But with the advent of AI, tons of Vivians are being made... and they mean nothing. When Ashion or Eltonel or Illeity or HenLP made something new, it was cause for celebration. But now, new Vivs aren't special anymore because it's all just AI-generated. So we have tons of new, amazing Vivian james art... and it means nothing to me. It's just not special.
So... yeah. No time, no energy, too distracted by quickie hits of social media likes and home projects, and every day I get more blackpilled by politics ("he's building a ballroom; isn't that what you voted for?!"). Meanwhile, wokeness inentertainment is being mocked and ridiculed and "Non-buy'naried" into bankruptcy just fine without my cheerleading. Which is new.
I still have my txt list of all the 2024 victories and woke defeats, and also the 2025 one, too. I just... don't have the energy/care enough to write it all up.
I kept waiting for some major HABBENING to make me go wide-eyed and spur me into action. It never happened.
https://medium.com/@weltallic/gamergate-victories-c3c66bcf0414
I've been pretty blackpilled of late. Which doesn't spur me to write stuff.
And whitepilled by GG-related vidya happenings... which doesn't spur me to write stuff.
I know it's a contradiction. Let me explain:
-
Work has been busy. Doing very good business while our competitors flounder and close. While this may be good from a business POV, it also means little free time.
-
I discovered I don't have an Energy Bar; I have an Exhaustion Bar. Instead of energy deplecting, my exhaustion increases and I need time spent doing nothing before I can consider doing hobby projects. I used to think "I'll work during the week and do personal projects on the weekend!" Not anymore. I need to do nothing during my days off now.
-
I'm getting addicted to dopamine-inducing numbers from meme making. I've been making them quite regularly, with several going viral. Something like 6K likes feel great, and the one that got 100K+ made me feel proud... but now I just spam them hoping to see NUMBAH GO UP. I know I need to quit. Don't let anyone tell you the dopamine hit isn't real.
-
Blackpilled: Following politics have been utterly disheartening. Ever since Charlie Kirk, the right base has been glowing red-eyed furious... but nothing happened. Combined with the Pam/Kash/Dan fiasco where they've arrested 0 for the Biden admin's 257 by this time in the presidency, and it's pure doom material. When the opposition wins, you keep the fire burning because of the HOPE you have for when you win. But when you axctually win and deliver the presidency/house/senate/scotus/popular vote, and nothing happens... you don't even have hope anymore to fuel you.
-
Whitepilled: From a GG perspective, things are great! Concord was the biggest multi-million dollar flop disaster since Mars Needs Moms, and the memes were (and continue to be) phenomenal. Assasins Creed Shadows looks to have financially ruined the company, and the whole Internet swarmed to expose Sweet Baby Inc so fast and so devastatingly, it was dubbed GamerGate 2.0. And it all happened without us doing anything. Games we like did great, while SJW-infested companies and IP's crashed and burned spectacularly... so why should I bother posting a morale boost?
-
I used to be excited and proud to show off rare Vivians. But with the advent of AI, tons of Vivians are being made... and they mean nothing. When Ashion or Eltonel or Illeity or HenLP made something new, it was cause for celebration. But now, new Vivs aren't special anymore because it's all just AI-generated. So we have tons of new, amazing Vivian james art... and it means nothing to me. It's just not special.
So... yeah. No time, no energy, too distracted by quickie hits of social media likes and home projects, and every day I get more blackpilled by politics ("he's building a ballroom; isn't that what you voted for?!"). Meanwhile, wokeness inentertainment is being mocked and ridiculed and "Non-buy'naried" into bankruptcy just fine without my cheerleading. Which is new.
I still have my txt list of all the 2024 victories and woke defeats, and also the 2025 one, too. I just... don't have the energy/care enough to write it all up.
I kept waiting for some major HABBENING to make me go wide-eyed and spur me into action. It never happened.
https://medium.com/@weltallic/gamergate-victories-c3c66bcf0414
I've been pretty blackpilled of late. Which doesn't spur me to write stuff.
And whitepilled by GG-related vidya happenings... which doesn't spur me to write stuff.
I know it's a contradiction. Let me explain:
-
Work has been busy. Doing very good business while our competitors flounder and close. While this may be good from a business POV, it also means little free time.
-
I discovered I don't have an Energy Bar; I have an Exhaustion Bar. Instead of energy deplecting, my exhaustion increases and I need time spent doing nothing before I can consider doing hobby projects. I used to think "I'll work during the week and do personal projects on the weekend!" Not anymore. I need to do nothing during my days off now.
-
I'm getting addicted to dopamine-inducing numbers from meme making. I've been making them quite regularly, with several going viral. Something like 6K likes feel great, and the one that got 100K+ made me feel proud... but now I just spam them hoping to see NUMBAH GO UP. I know I need to quit. Don't let anyone tell you the dopamine hit isn't real.
-
Blackpilled: Following politics have been utterly disheartening. Ever since Charlie Kirk, the right base has been glowing red-eyed furious... but nothing happened. Combined with the Pam/Kash/Dan fiasco where they've arrested 0 for the Biden admin's 257 by this time in the presidency, and it's pure doom material. When the opposition wins, you keep the fire burning because of the HOPE you have for when you win. But when you axctually win and deliver the presidency/house/senate/scotus/popular vote, and nothing happens... you don't even have hope anymore to fuel you.
-
Whitepilled: From a GG perspective, things are great! Concord was the biggest multi-million dollar flop disaster since Mars Needs Moms, and the memes were (and continue to be) phenomenal. Assasins Creed Shadows looks to have financially ruined the company, and the whole Internet swarmed to expose Sweet Baby Inc so fast and so devastatingly, it was dubbed GamerGate 2.0. And it all happened without us doing anything. Games we like did great, while SJW-infested companies and IP's crashed and burned spectacularly... so why should I bother posting a morale boost?
-
I used to be excited and proud to show off rare Vivians. But with the advent of AI, tons of Vivians are being made... and they mean nothing. When Ashion or Eltonel or Illeity or HenLP made something new, it was cause for celebration. But now, new Vivs aren't special anymore because it's all just AI-generated. So we have tons of new, amazing Vivian james art... and it means nothing to me. It's just not special.
So... yeah. No time, no energy, too distracted by quickie hits of social media likes and home projects, and every day I get more blackpilled by politics ("he's building a ballroom; isn't that what you voted for?!"). Meanwhile, wokeness inentertainment is being mocked and ridiculed and "Non-buy'naried" into bankruptcy just fine without my cheerleading. Which is new.
I still have my txt list of all the 2024 victories and woke defeats, and also the 2025 one, too. I just... don't have the energy/care enough to write it all up.
I kept waiting for some major HABBENING to make me go wide-eyed and spur me into action. It never happened.
I've been pretty blackpilled of late. Which doesn't spur me to write stuff.
And whitepilled by GG-related vidya happenings... which doesn't spur me to write stuff.
I know it's a contradiction. Let me explain:
-
Work has been busy. Doing very good business while our competitors flounder and close. While this may be good from a business POV, it also means little free time.
-
I discovered I don't have an Energy Bar; I have an Exhaustion Bar. Instead of energy deplecting, my exhaustion increases and I need time spent doing nothing before I can consider doing hobby projects. I used to think "I'll work during the week and do personal projects on the weekend!" Not anymore. I need to do nothing during my days off now.
-
I'm getting addicted to dopamine-inducing numbers from meme making. I've been making them quite regularly, with several going viral. Something like 6K likes feel great, and the one that got 100K+ made me feel proud... but now I just spam them hoping to see NUMBAH GO UP. I know I need to quit. Don't let anyone tell you the dopamine hit isn't real.
-
Blackpilled: Following politics have been utterly disheartening. Ever since Charlie Kirk, the right base has been glowing red-eyed furious... but nothing happened. Combined with the Pam/Kash/Dan fiasco where they've arrested 0 for the Biden admin's 257 by this time in the presidency, and it's pure doom material. When the opposition wins, you keep the fire burning because of the HOPE you have for when you win. But when you axctually win and deliver the presidency/house/senate/scotus/popular vote, and nothing happens... you don't even have hope anymore to fuel you.
-
Whitepilled: From a GG perspective, things are great! Concord was the biggest multi-million dollar flop disaster since Mars Needs Moms, and the memes were (and continue to be) phenomenal. Assasins Creed Shadows looks to have financially ruined the company, and the whole Internet swarmed to expose Sweet Baby Inc so fast and so devastatingly, it was dubbed GamerGate 2.0. And it all happened without us doing anything. Games we like did great, while SJW-infested companies and IP's crashed and burned spectacularly... so why should I bother posting a morale boost?
-
I used to be excited and proud to show off rare Vivians. But with the advent of AI, tons of Vivians are being made... and they mean nothing. When Ashion or Eltonel or Illeity or HenLP made something new, it was cause for celebration. But now, new Vivs aren't special anymore because it's all just AI-generated. So we have tons of new, amazing Vivian james art... and it means nothing to me. It's just not special.
So... yeah. No time, no energy, too distracted by quickie hits of social media likes and home projects, and every day I get more blackpilled by politics ("he's building a ballroom; isn't that what you voted for?!"). Meanwhile, wokeness inentertainment is being mocked and ridiculed and "Non-buy'naried" into bankruptcy just fine without my cheerleading. Which is new.
I still have my txt list of all the 2024 victories and woke defeats, and also the 2025 one, too. I just... don't have the energy/care enough to write it all up.
I kept waiting for some major HABBENING to make me go wide-eyed and spur me into action. It never happened.