My grandmother just died, among several other things. I have an enormous assignment due, that I haven’t had the opportunity to work on.

That is why I’m panicking. Not because I’m worried I’ll be “caught out”.

I’m far more worried I’ll miss a) the deadline, or b) my fucking grandmother’s funeral, in another state, a six hour flight away…

Edit: I basically watched my grandmother die, a few days ago, after myself being extremely ill, to the point of being in hospital, the 48 hours prior.

I was edgy before the allegations. Hence the inability to “manage” it calmly right now…

The University knows those things happened, and yet they, at the apparent insistence of my accuser, are still pressing on this week. Hence my “hysteria”, if you want to call it that…

My grandmother just died, among several other things. I have an enormous assignment due, that I haven’t had the opportunity to work on.

That is why I’m panicking. Not because I’m worried I’ll be “caught out”.

I’m far more worried I’ll miss a) the deadline, or b) my fucking grandmother’s funeral, in another state, a six hour flight away…

Edit: I basically watched my grandmother die, a few days ago, after being extremely ill, to the point of being in hospital, the 48 hours prior.

I was edgy before the allegations. Hence the inability to “manage” it calmly right now…

The University knows those things happened, and yet they, at the apparent insistence of my accuser, are still pressing on this week. Hence my “hysteria”, if you want to call it that…

My grandmother just died, among several other things. I have an enormous assignment due, that I haven’t had the opportunity to work on.

That is why I’m panicking. Not because I’m worried I’ll be “caught out”.

I’m far more worried I’ll miss a) the deadline, or b) my fucking grandmother’s funeral, in another state, a six hour flight away…