Fuck it, get a fresh start somewhere, get away from some of that baggage. The biggest downside to moving far away is not seeing old friends and family, and that kinda sounds like that's not a problem for you right now.

The UK's fucked in many of it's own ways, but compared to Aus they're better right now. At least when the people got mad at covid overreach and protested in London they quietly backed down on a lot of covid stuff instead of sending in the stasi, now there's not many covid restrictions left. If you have any grandparents who were British citizens you might be able to apply for relatively easy 'right of abode' aka live and work freely like a citizen, so you could take temporary refuge there maybe. Economically that might still be rough though.

Failing that you can lean into that disinterest in all the cunts around you and make some money off of it. Look into a job on a boat or an oil rig or something, the kind of jobs that pay extra because of how isolated you are. If you have no relevant experience it might still have to be a shitty job at first, but at least no-one will bother you in the middle of the ocean.

White pill shit, iunno, it's not blue skies and rainbows ahead, but the sky's not fucking falling either. The actual pill is a little black, a little white, very red and coated in piss and vinegar to get you used to giving no fucks about the bullshit that will pass quickly.

It's a massive cliche, but if you haven't already maybe give some of Jordan Peterson's general life stuff a try, he seems to be very helpful to people struggling with existential angst and demotivation.

Fuck it, get a fresh start somewhere, get away from some of that baggage. The biggest downside to moving far away is not seeing old friends and family, and that kinda sounds like that's not a problem for you right now.

The UK's fucked in many of it's own ways, but compared to Aus they're better right now. At least when the people got mad at covid overreach and protested in London they quietly backed down on a lot of covid stuff instead of sending in the stasi, now there's not many covid restrictions left. If you have any grandparents who were British citizens you might be able to apply for relatively easy 'right of abode' aka live and work freely like a citizen, so you could take temporary refuge there maybe. Economically that might still be rough though.

Failing that you can lean into that disinterest all the cunts around you and make some money off of it. Look at into a job on a boat or an oil rig or something, the kind of jobs that pay extra because of how isolated you are. If you have no relevant experience it might still have to be a shitty job at first, but at least no-one will bother you in the middle of the ocean.

White pill shit, iunno, it's not blue skies and rainbows ahead, but the sky's not fucking falling either. The actual pill is a little black, a little white, very red and coated in piss and vinegar to get you used to giving no fucks about the bullshit that will pass quickly.

It's a massive cliche, but if you haven't already maybe give some of Jordan Peterson's general life stuff a try, he seems to be very helpful to people struggling with existential angst and demotivation.