Believe me, I’m well aware of all the faults of Christians including myself. I’ve sinned plenty of times unfortunately. I’m an average looking guy at best so women throwing themselves at me has never been an issue. Now I’ve had friends who were very lucky with women tell me it was easy for me to have that stance since I was unlucky in that field and I can’t argue with that.

I think romance can add to a good story. Like Empire Strikes Back with Han and Leia or the EU with Luke and Mara. I don’t believe in nonbinary nonsense so I’m fine with who I am.

I do believe God has a perfect plan for my life and that I’ve totally veered off of the road he planned for me. All I can do now is do my best to do his will for my life. The theory I have encompasses the earth and the afterlife and is a very long discussion.

Luckily at my age I meet women who want to settle down. Unfortunately I have yet to meet one who wants to settle down with me. Just gotta keep trying.