It was my personal hell, I dont know if anyone can quite ever understand it. I got this awesome new job thinking I would be fine, and my blood pressure just kept going up and up and up.
Heart pounding, head rushing, getting woozy everytime I bent over. Especially on night shift, it was terrible. I just cant even explain properly with words man. It wasnt like the pain that some people face, like my family member who almost died from a obstruction in his bowel and went septic waiting something like 12 hours for help.
But it was chronic and unrelenting, really affected me in the middle of the night which I guess is common with heart arrythmias. I lost the job and this 40 year old dyke bitch was laughing at me while I was crying in tears when I had to face the reality I couldnt do the job. I really thought the doctors were right, god I am truly a dumbass.
Anyway, after years of doing temp work I finally got a 30 hour a week job at a local courier. Doing the job of 3 people, as a team lead for no one for minimum wage. And this was a union job, lmao what a fucking useless union.
I didnt know it, but my phosphorous was creeping lower and lower. When it pretty much tanked out, I was really having a hard time keeping my thoughts straight. When they paid me like half the minimum wage for my vacation hours, I lost it and quit my job. I havent been able to work since.
Found out my parathryoid hormone is about 4x the level its supposed to be, that was two years ago. Thanks to this great canadian healthcare, they refuse to give me a 24 hour urine collection to help figure out if its kidney damage from the blood pressure, or if its bone cancer or a overactive parathyroid.
All we are is numbers to these people, they dont actually care about what someone is going through or what pain they are expereincing. Thats just depressing and cost your employers pennies on the dollar. be a good wage slave and work till you drop dead.
Good thing I didnt fully trust doctors or my dumbass would have stayed in the back of arcas shop until i dropped dead.
And im sure they would have claimed, dude was 6 3 and 280 lbs and fasted for the last 15 years, he was gonna have a heart attack anyway.
Lmao.
Man, after my work injury with the refrigerant.
It was my personal hell, I dont know if anyone can quite ever understand it. I got this awesome new job thinking I would be fine, and my blood pressure just kept going up and up and up.
Heart pounding, head rushing, getting woozy everytime I bent over. Especially on night shift, it was terrible. I just cant even explain properly with words man. It wasnt like the pain that some people face, like my family member who almost died from a obstruction in his bowel and went septic waiting something like 12 hours for help.
But it was chronic and unrelenting, really affected me in the middle of the night which I guess is common with heart arrythmias. I lost the job and this 40 year old dyke bitch was laughing at me while I was crying in tears when I had to face the reality I couldnt do the job. I really thought the doctors were right, god I am truly a dumbass.
Anyway, after years of doing temp work I finally got a 30 hour a week job at a local courier. Doing the job of 3 people, as a team lead for no one for minimum wage. And this was a union job, lmao what a fucking useless union.
I didnt know it, but my phosphorous was creeping lower and lower. When it pretty much tanked out, I was really having a hard time keeping my thoughts straight. When they paid me like half the minimum wage for my vacation hours, I lost it and quit my job. I havent been able to work since.
Found out my parathryoid hormone is about 4x the level its supposed to be, that was two years ago. Thanks to this great canadian healthcare, they refuse to give me a 24 hour urine collection to help figure out if its kidney damage from the blood pressure, or if its bone cancer or a overactive parathyroid.
All we are is numbers to these people, they dont actually care about what someone is going through or what pain they are expereincing. Thats just depressing and cost your employers pennies on the dollar. be a good wage slave and work till you drop dead.
Good thing I didnt fully trust doctors or my dumbass would have stayed in the back of arcas shop until i dropped dead.
And im sure they would have claimed, dude was 6 3 and 280 lbs and fasted for the last 15 years, he was gonna have a heart attack anyway. Lmao.
What a world we live in.