She is confessing her fantasy "Oh no, how could I be so desirable as to inspire so much lust in you that you are willing to possibly throw away the rest of your life in order to have an orgasm using my body. Don't give me an excuse that I can use to bring attention to myself, sit on top of the victim hierarchy, and avoid any kind of accountability for the rest of my life. Anything but that."
She is confessing her fantasy "Oh no, how could I be so desirable as to inspire so much lust in you that you are willing to possibly throw away the rest of your life in order to have an orgasm using my body. Don't give me an excuse that I can use to bring attention to myself, sit on top of the victim hierarchy, and avoid any kind of accountability for the rest of my life. Anything but that."