I've grown a lot, and I know myself so much better now. And I've met some truly amazing people. Pretty much all of that happened outside the environment of this cult.

That's actually a good way to deal with this sort of thing. Because no matter what bad thing happens to you, it will make you stronger - to steal Nietzsche's phrase. Even if it's only knowing how to deal with it, and to be careful not to fall in the same trap twice.

Ironically one of the participants here is the daughter of a high-level diplomatic couple (Brazil + US). Her father was here on the weekend. I barely got to talk to him, but he left looking horrified, so... Who knows, maybe he'll raise some of this shit that he's seen somewhere?

You'd expect them to hide it from such 'guests'.

But he sent his daughter here, so who the fuck knows?

You should never underestimate the retardation of the rulers. Like raising money for 'refugees' at the funeral of your daughter murdered by a 'refugee'