I don't fault you for that, I feel much the same for many of them both today and in the past century.

I just also know that much of the stuff that looks primitive, evil, and horrifying to us now was basically the only way we could progress at all at the time and for many people the only "cure" they could manage even if it was just placebo doing its thing.

Though personally, I've had mostly on the level interactions with most actual medical doctors (instead of just doctorate doctors) and the God Complexes are all the nurses that surround them acting like they are personally saving the world each day as they wipe shit out of an old man's leg hairs.