I realize I'm probably going to be killed just for being White in my own country, that clearly we lost a long time ago.

I wouldn't say probably, but you're certainly more likely to be killed for being white, than blacks are for being black. There's all the talk about anti-Asian hate but, as I understand, it's pretty small. And, as we know, comes essentially exclusively from blacks. It does sometimes have deadly consequences, but whites are killed more often for their race, both by raw numbers and I believe per capita.

It's pretty insane to think about.

Whites are the only group that isn't protected.

Very, very true. Well, if we're talking race. Men aren't protected. Straights aren't protected. "Cis" aren't protected. Christians aren't protected. Not saying all of those should be, per se, but the alternatives certainly are protected. If those protections are out there, it should be equally applied.