Translated from woman to English :

Woman age 30, been with my SO for over 4 years, working together to grow close and become a family. He knew I wanted kids from the start. Four years on, still waiting for a ring...

I found a sucker who I thought I could trap, but he was smarter than I thought and I realized too late.

I'm probably going to try a rape or DV accusation soon.

Four years on, still waiting for a ring... I mentioned finally wanting to have a baby. SO's story changed- he doesn't think he can or will ever be able to support me. I am not some independent career woman, I'm a flaky artist barely making ends meet as is.

He's a smart guy, realized that he's a mark for an 18 year bailout of your "career".

I just want to highlight the contrast here :

I'm a flaky artist barely making ends meet as is.

It had already taken me until 26 to find a man with property and a decent income.

Queen fuck-up wanted a bailout for her poor choices in life and thought she found someone dumb enough to sign a contract with someone with zero wealth, practically guaranteeing 5+ years of alimony for her because "she needs the support" and maybe even her own property from the settlement.

Honestly not sure I want to even continue to live. This society sucks.

Attention seeking much?

But yes, it does suck. There are men who actually fall for con merchants like you and ruin their fucking lives.

This isn't personal, I'm just highlighting the sheer audacity and self-obsession women have when it comes to judging their value. I hope you don't end it all, and maybe consider retraining for a second shot at a good career, using the female privilege you have.