I'm feeling pretty... Blackpilled, at the moment. Maybe even worse than that. Things are bad. Things keep getting worse. Not just politically, but... As a human being. All the failed relationships, all the lost friendships, all the... Shit, that has happened in my life, is sort of getting to me pretty bad.
But more than that, it feels like we're losing. Like things... Are spiralling out of control (in Aus, but also outside it). I literally can't look at ANY popular media, or any sort of news, without being utterly bombarded by it.
So... If you've got a good "whitepill", or just... Something that counteracts all this... Existential angst, and feelings of sheer... Doom, I would appreciate hearing it, I guess. Thanks. While it lasts, and while I last.
As someone also from Australia, I shut out any western entertainment or news. I only get new info out of here, kiwifarms, 4chan or twitter. I can't remember the last time I watched TV or Western TV show. This is why I can't really hang out like normal people, all the things I know and enjoy are obscure stuff. I think getting used to being solitary is crucial nowadays. Additionally learning new skills are not bad either like learning another language or new instruments.
I wonder if you watch anime? I think anime has lot of feel good stuff or maybe watch 90's movies that are very hopeful and optimistic. In these days being contrarian helps massively. Learning to not go with the flow and just isolating myself form people keeps you more aware of things.