It's about social value. They don't even want to be women. It's just that feminized transwomen are shown to have higher social value than the men they were before.

The lack of self-confidence leads to a radical poisoning their mind and alluring them with the promise of love and respect if they only destroy their very sense of self. It never works out. They just destroy their sense of self, and they still don't feel the love and respect that they wanted. Then it starts to feel permanent because they've done "everything right" and it's only gone completely wrong. So they keep holding down on the accelerator down the wrong path hoping something finally goes right and it all gets to be too much and they fly off the cliff because reversal seems impossible, continuation seems like death anyway, so they chose the only palatable option they think they have left.

I don't believe in God.

But I understand why some Zealots call the Leftists satanic.

How would you even tell the difference between a Leftist and a Demon at this point?