Oh I wasn't thinking being a terrible person on a macro scale, where all you think about is hate, but moreso on a personal scale. Think about how many actors are complete shitheads, druggies, sex fiends, but as long as the haha's flow, all is brushed under the rug. Kevin Spacey fucks teenage boys but he's incredibly talented, for instance. Chevy Chase is by many accounts a complete asshole and Bill Murray is impossible to work with and bitches and moans constantly, but on camera things look good.