That's the Holy Spirit working in you, my man. God is pouring it out in the last days, making people wake up. This is the REAL great awakening.
Acts 2:17-18 And it shall come to pass in the last days, saith God, I will pour out of my Spirit upon all flesh: and your sons and your daughters shall prophesy, and your young men shall see visions, and your old men shall dream dreams. And on my servants and on my handmaidens I will pour out in those days of my Spirit; and they shall prophesy.
I would suggest to get a Bible, KJV is fine, and read Matthew & Revelation, for starters. You'll be up to speed with current events in no time ;).
God bless.
Pride, my man. You have lots of it.
He wants to separate the worthy from the unworthy. The unbelievers, the proud, from the believers, the humble.
Anyone can do it. If you let that pride go, all that man-made false knowledge, and science falsely so-called, and see the truth of this world. This is the hard part. The ego of men is a big blockade. The road is small, and intentionally so. But we have total freedom to choose to walk the path.
Mankind has been given total freedom on earth, to do good or evil. We have been given a moral compass to instinctively know when we do so. We do not have an intervening God, on the whole. On top of that, there is a 2000 year old book to remind us. This life is our test, our final exam. You get one pass. On the whole, mankind is failing, sadly. Doesn't mean that our Creator wants us to fail, he wants us to be with him.
This is the Tribulation that has started. We are in the last days of mankind. The only thing to look forward to is Christ returning soon, and cleansing this world of the scum and the lies.
In the meantime, try to find beauty in small things, outside the realm of the system. Family, children, love, nature. And above all, make sure you get good with God right now.
Preterism, i.e. it's all done in 70AD, makes absolutely zero sense, because that would mean Christ' 1000 year reign of peace would have already passed. Nobody has noticed or recorded anything.
Typical satanic brainwash and corruption of the real truth of the Bible. We are ALL heading for the tribulation (happening now already), good and bad folks, and we will ALL have to endure till the end. No early rapture either, more satanic corruption. Those who try to save their lives, will lose it. Those who give it up in name of Christ, will be saved.