Welcome to the culture war, soldier. I too just wanted to play video games. But even though we aren't interested in the war, the war is interested in us. Commies know they can't win in an open debate of ideas. Their (so far successful) flanking maneuver is to get enough of their people in positions of power that everyone is afraid to go against them. Then they push their agenda through the cultural institutions, use social power to publicly destroy those who disagree, then claim further lack of disagreement as support.

“I wish it need not have happened in my time," said Frodo. "So do I," said Gandalf, "and so do all who live to see such times. But that is not for them to decide. All we have to decide is what to do with the time that is given us.”

Now is the time for use to put away our childish things and to shoulder the burden of taking personal responsibility for defending western civilization.

You are stronger and more important than you think. Don't despair, ready yourself.